It's how much I love you, It's how much I need you…
& I can't stand you, must everything you do, make me want to smile,
Can I not like you for a while?
INTRODUCTION;
Walking down the halls of Eisenhower High School, I hear people whispering. Of course, that's everything that school was made of, right? Drama, fights, liars, cheaters, must I go on? It's funny how everything I hear being whispered, is never said to my face, huh? People are fake as hell, and there's not one thing I can do about it. I learned to trust just a few people, actually one, his name is Nick. The guy who knew everything about me. The guy I trusted with my life. The guy who understands everything I go through, and never judges. The guy who's always honest with me. The guy who comes to me with girl problems and I go to with all my boy problems. The guy who beat up Jake Ryan when he cheated on me with the school whore Selena. Basically, what I'm trying to say is, Nick has always been here, and he always will be.
His name is Nicholas Jerry Jonas. He's seventeen. A Junior in High School. Varsity Football Captain. He's Mr. Popular. He's got his whole life set, fun time in high school, then Football Scholarship, plus more fun time partying and such. He's got everything he's ever wanted. But I guess I forgot to mention, he's the school's MANWHORE.
Yeah, I'll admit, my best friend is a whore. Kinda funny since he's a guy right? Yep, they have those too. So yes, he's cheated on practically every girl he's ever dated. And every time he does, I'm always the first to know. Of course, no one ever knows that. If anyone knew that I knew that he was cheating on them, oh boy, I'd be in big problems. Not that I couldn't handle it, I'd just rather not deal with drama.
He's my best friend, he's supported me through everything I've ever done, so I at least owe it to him, to always support him, no matter how wrong he is.
Let me tell you about myself, I'm Miley. I'm seventeen and a junior also. I'm a cheerleader, but I hate it. I only do it to make my mom happy, & it beats going home every day to an empty house. At least it keeps me busy, right? I have about six best friends, but I only trust one. Nick, Demi, Mitchel, Vanessa, Zac, and Joe. Nick is the one I trust, but of course you know that already.
I use to be known as the quiet shy cheerleader who never really talked to anyone. But after one night with Jake Ryan, he told the whole school that I did some very disturbing things to him, and I swear to God, I didn't. He's a liar. But then after that, I was basically a hoe. I was a "hoe" even though, I'm seventeen and I'm still a virgin. Please someone explain to me how that makes any sense at all.
I never came close to doing anything like that, unless it was with Nick, and of course, he never told anyone and neither did I. He was my dirty little secret, and I was his. At school, we were best friends. Out of school, we were so much more.
But even though, Nick was the player, and he cheated on every girl he ever dated, I still knew that he was a sweet guy deep down. Way deep down. No other girl has ever seen that sweet side, except me. That's what makes it special to me.
Lately, every time I think, see, hear anything that had to do with him, I'd smile. He was the reason I went to school everyday. He was the reason I put up with my suckish life. Because I knew I'd always have him there.
But something was bothering me lately, and I knew exactly what it was.
He's dating one of my best friends, Demi. I already know he's cheating on her. But what's getting to me, is how am I suppose to tell her that my best guy friend is cheating on my best girl friend with some other girl?
How am I suppose to tell her that he's cheating on her with some other girl… that just so happens to be me…
So this is just the introduction part, & yeah i know it's super boring, but just give it time, it'll get better. I promise(:
Thanks,
Sanae(: