A/N
This is literally the longest first part of a story I have ever written at least I hope I have the inspiration to continue with it. I actually thought it was even longer when I was typing it up in my word document. It's seems shorter on here but it's still 1820 odd words. I usually only write around 1000 a part at most or less. Hope you all enjoy. I wasn't sure if I had made it a bit too ooc or not. Please review and let me know what you think. This is only the second Vampire Diaries fic I have written and before a couple of weeks ago I hadn't written anything in at least 3/4 years. Oh and some of the dialogue you will recognise is from the actual show but then I have my own parts nearer the end and I changed that she didn't have a call from Damon.

All I Have

"Stop the car Stefan!" Elena shouted out as Stefan sped on. He ignored her and continued to drive faster. "Please Stefan stop!" Elena begged him as she reached for her phone. He grabbed it from her and threw it out of the car window.

"So what's the plan Stefan? What's the big move you're making?"

"I took Klaus's family to make him suffer. I'm not going to let him make himself a new one."

"So then what are you going to do huh? Are you going to lock me in some cave and keep me hostage?"

He turns to her and says "Or maybe I'll just turn you into a vampire."

She couldn't believe he was threatening her with that. He knew more than anyone how much she didn't want to be a vampire. She had told him on that day they spent together before the ritual how she had never wanted to become one.

"Stop the car Stefan!" she shouted out again, desperate for him to listen to her, praying for her Stefan to come back but she knew it was hopeless. "Stop the car Stefan!" she shouted out again even louder.

He just ignored her request and called Klaus putting him on speaker phone.

"Stefan, how nice to hear your voice." Klaus answered.

"Tell your hybrids to get out of town Klaus."

"Well that's not going to happen till I get my coffins back."

Stefan laughs and tells him. "Ok well then I'm going to drive your blood source off Wickery Bridge."

Elena gasped and turned to stare at him. She couldn't believe he was threatening to do this to her in the same place where her parents died, where she had almost died, where he saved her.

"I don't believe you Stefan. You won't kill her." Klaus told him.

Stefan bites his wrist and forces it into Elena's mouth as she struggles trying to fight him off. But he's too strong and she can't stop the blood which is now in her system. She chokes as he pulls away from her.

"What are you doing?" she asks him still in shock that Stefan had turned so bad that he would do this to her.

"What's going on?" Klaus asks over the phone.

"I just fed her my blood. No more hybrids if she's a vampire."

"You won't do it."

"Really try me. Because your coffins are next to go." Stefan replies as he starts to speed up again. "Say goodbye to your family Klaus!"

"No!" Elena screams out. "Stefan slow down!" He continues to speed up, driving faster and faster. "Stefan stop it!"

"Fine. I'll send them away. You win." Klaus tells him but Stefan continues to drive to show that he is serious.

"Stefan, Stefan stop!" Elena screams out again as Klaus also tells him to stop over the phone.

Stefan finally stops realising he has made his point.

Elena is still in disbelief that he had done this to her. Where had her Stefan gone. Right now she wanted to be as far away from him as possible. She looked at him once more trying to get her breath back. Then she opened the car door and got out of the car. But Stefan wasn't going to let her get away he got out of the car too and said. "Get back in the car."

"Stay away from me."

"Elena, get in the car."

"How could you?" she turned and screamed at him. "My parents died going over this bridge. I almost died. You knew that. You're the one who saved me." she tells him in aguished tears.

"Look he had to believe I would do it alright. Your fear sold it."

"Well what if he hadn't."

"He did."

"Well what if he hadn't." she screamed at him louder.

"He did Elena." Stefan shouted back at her. "He backed down. He has a weakness. If I know his weakness I can destroy him."

"After everything, that's what mattered destroying Klaus." she turns away from him, she couldn't bare to look at him a second longer.

"Destroying Klaus is all I have left." He tells her and she gasps in disbelief and turns to face him again.

"You had me!"

He shakes his head. "I lost you the minute I left town with him. You just haven't let yourself admit that yet."

"Is that what you're doing? Trying to make me hate you?" and she wanted to so badly after this but even now she still felt the love she had felt for him ever since they had met. Even if she felt some hate for him right now, she could never hate him in the long run. He still had her heart.

"I don't really care what you think about me anymore, Elena." he tells her as he turns and walks back to his car.

No she wasn't going to let him get away. He was going to listen to her. She went and stood in front of his car so he couldn't drive away.

"Get out of the way, Elena."

"No." She tells him defiently. "If you want me out of the way you're going to have to run me down cause I'm not going anywhere. Hey then I'll be a vampire and that will haunt you forever knowing you forced me into this life. Maybe I'll go and jump into that water right now. It's what you wanted isn't it and Klaus he won't be able to use me anymore. No more being used. Maybe I'm like Katherine she killed herself to get away from him."

Stefan gets out of the car and drags her away. "No, Elena you're are stronger than this. The Elena I knew would never think like this."

"Yeah well the Stefan I knew would never have threatened to turn me into a vampire by driving me over the bridge where my parents died. But you did didn't you?"

"I wasn't going to really. I just had to make him see that he had something to lose. I couldn't let him get away with destroying us."

"Really Stefan? He destroyed us? Ok so he had a huge part in it but you're the one who hasn't fought for us since you've been back. I was waiting for you to come back to me and you haven't so if anyone destroyed us in the end it was your choice."

"Oh and you think he would have let us be happy again. He would have found another way to break us apart. Cause he wants you to be with a human and have kids and continue the petrova bloodline so another doppleganger will pop up when you died to continue making his hybrids."

"Well that's never going to happen. Since we met I've loved no one but you and I don't think I ever really loved anyone before we met either not really. I never loved Matt in that way. But you and I we belong together and ok I said I never wanted to be a vampire, but things change if it's what it takes then that's what I'll become."

"No, no Elena please think about this. Maybe if we find our way back to each other and you decide you want this to happen. But not like this please not when I forced my blood into your system. I'd never be able to forgive myself. Please Elena I'm begging you don't do it."

Elena sighed and turned to him. "Ok Stefan you win. I'm not going to do anything stupid. If and when I decide to become a vampire, it won't be tonight. It would be a decision I'd make on my own, not because I was forced or felt presured to." Elena looked up into his eyes and said. "We were so happy Stefan. I wish we could be like that again. Even after tonight. I can't help it. I'll always feel this gravity - this pull towards you. I can't help but love you Stefan. I just want my Stefan back."

Stefan stares back into her eyes. Longing to be that Stefan. He wished he could. He loved her so much but so much had changed he'd killed so many people. How could she love such a monster. "Elena, I love you so much I do. But I can't I've killed so many people. How could you love a monster like me?"

"Ssh Stefan please don't. I know what you've done. I know that. But I believe you can be better again. I've seen it how good you can be. Please Stefan you can be that person again. The man I love."

Stefan sighs and pulls her into a hug. "I want to so badly Elena but I need so much help and there is still Klaus."

"I know Stefan, but please let me help you and Damon said he would help you with the blood too. I know you can do it. I believe in you."

She believed in him. That was enough for him. The woman he loved believed in him. He knew now that he would do it for her. She was the only thing that could ever stop him from giving up complete.

"Ok lets do this. I want to get back in control and be worthy of your love again. I promise Elena I will try my best. You're the only thing that has stopped me from giving up completely. I love you so much Elena." He leaned down and kissed her softly moaning into the kiss that had been so long coming. It had been so long since they had kissed and it felt amazing. He felt all the love and forgiveness and let it all full back in his feelings and humanity and it hurt but at the same time it felt good to feel love again. He had found his way back to her and he couldn't believe that after all he had done at the start of the night she had still forgiven him and they were now together again. He didn't deserve her but he was so glad that she hadn't given up on him. She was the strongest person he knew.