Spencer's pov
I'm going out tonight with a couple of friends. I haven't been out to a bar in a while. I been single for about a month. Just been dating around nothing really serious. The love of my life left me about 4 years. She had a lot going on with her. She still is the love of my life. We were together for about 3 years. It was great until she found out she had both male/female parts. And well she was pretty messed up. She always wanted to be a guy. So I just let her go and let her get batter. We talk once in awhile but nothing big. But I heard she had the surgery. I miss her tho.
"Spencer, hello?"
"ugh sorry just been thinking about stuff"
"Ashley again?"
"yeah Madison, I'm thinking about her again. It's hard not to not think about her"
"why don't you talk to her? More then you do now"
"I don't know, I don't know how to really start a conversation with her"
"Spence yes you do, you guys will always be easy to talk to each other,
"true, ready to go out?"
"hell yea! Ready to have a good night with my friends!"
We ended up calling a taxi, we all drink way too much and we never can find a DD. We been coming here for years. Ashley took me here when I turned 18. It was fun but now I can drink. I always hope to run into her, but I never do. Reason why I drink so much. But I always find a girl too hook up with. But not tonight, tonight is girl night. So we been here for awhile now.
"sorry" I ran into some guy. Really cute and I don't really think most guys are cute.
"its ok Spence"
"do I know you, wait…Ash?" She did get the surgery, that's why I think he's/ she is cute. She is a little bigger. She has been working out a lot, short curly hair.
"yeah, it's me, I know I changed, but its still me" I gave him a big hug.
"yeah I see, I missed you"
Ashley's pov
"even with all the shit I put us through?" she's still in my arms. I'm about 3 inches taller then her. I'm looking into her blue eyes that I love so much.
"it wasn't your fault. You were dealing with all the feelings and I understand, are you happy now?"
"yes I'm really happy, but my heart isn't really happy"
"Maybe I can changed that" oh god, something I been wanting to hear about 3 years. Damn this girl will always been the love of my life and me changing will never change the fact she is the love of my life.
"oh god Spence don't mess with me" she just snuggles into me even more" are you still attracted to me?"
"I'm not messing with you Ash, and I will always be attracted to you. It doesn't matter if you're a girl or boy. Yeah it's going to be different because I never been with a guy before but I missed you so much"
"I missed you too Spence, hey lets get out of here and I can walk you home so we can talk just the two of us"
We were talking for a awhile when I walked her home well tried too. She wouldn't let me leave. I had the feeling she wouldn't since this is the first time us seeing each other in 4 years. Right now were cuddling in her bed.