She leaned her head back, letting her long blonde hair fall off the bed. Her elated expression betrayed how she was supposed to feel. She wasn't supposed to be so happy to be involved in this affair. It was supposed to be a strictly business matter. It was supposed to be all lust and without any other feelings. Before she could close the wide smile on her face, she was pulled forward by her shoulders, her lips being challenged once again. Shivers rampantly ran up and down her spine as she reveled in the feeling of being close to him, something she thought she would never feel again.
"Sam," she murmured, "say my name."
She didn't receive any answer besides the kisses building up in intensity. She felt her eyes sting with tears for a brief moment, but she blinked them back. She wasn't about to ruin the moment by crying. Instead, she just kept attacking his lips. If this was all she was ever going to get from him, she'd take it. After all, she was lucky enough to be getting anything from him after what she did. Still, she shuddered, knowing eventually he would fall in love with someone and that this would have to stop.
Speaking of stopping, Sam abruptly pulled his lips away from hers. It was always him who ended it. Quinn looked up at him questioningly. Had she done something wrong?
"I forgot I that I have basketball practice tonight. I have to go," he said before rushing out of her room.
As soon as she heard the door to her house click tight, she started to cry. She cried because she knew that the basketball team wasn't practicing that night, and she cried because when he left, it was never enough. She was ecstatic to be with him again, but hurt because she knew that it would never be like before. All these make out sessions were only happening because after his breakup with Santana and her breakup with Finn they were lonely. Sam went out of his way to specify that this was an affair, not a relationship. There would be no love in it, well, at least not from him.
Quinn knew that if she hadn't cheated on Sam with Finn that she could have Sam the way she wanted him. He would still love her and everything would be alright. If she hadn't gotten so scared or procrastinated closing things with Finn- but she did all those things, and she would never have her love again because of it.
So, I know this was short, but is anyone interested in me continuing this? Please review and let me know if you liked it or not.