Somewhere

Pansy Parkinson/Blaise Zabini

Authors Note: This is the third in the series of Blaise/Pansy stories I intend to do. you must read them in order or they will not make sense. If you have not read Never Gone then go and read that first as that is the second one or you will not understand this one.

Warning: Angst

I had had enough. Nearly everyone had given up. They all said that he was dead. That he would never return, but I would not believe it.

I stand in our room with my trunk on the bed, packing it with all my cloths. I will find him, if it's the last thing I do.

Just then the door bell rang. I went to answer it and saw Draco and Harry stand there.

"Hey Pansy, how are you?" Draco asked.

"You better come in guys, I need to ask you a very big favour" I said walking back and into the lounge.

"What is it?" Harry asked sitting next to me while Draco sat next to him.

"I'm going to go looking for Blaise and I need you two to care for Katie while I'm gone. I don't know how long it will take, but I will search for as long as it takes. Please I really need this help"

"But Pansy….you cant, it's too dangerous. You could get hurt; the death eaters could kill you!" Draco protested.

"Please, just do this for me. You two are my best friends, don't make this any harder then it already is" I begged them.

"Pansy, are you sure, you should think this through. How would Katie feel if she got news of being killed?" Harry said taking my hand and squeezing it.

"I am, Katie already knows. Naturally she was worried. She even tried to make me take her. But I can't put her in such danger. Please do this for me" I begged them.

"Ok, we will. But promise us one thing, keep in touch with us. Send us letters of your progress as much as possible" Draco replied.

"Thanks guys, this means a lot to me" I said and hugged them both.

They came up to my room and helped me pack, and then went to Katie's finding her sitting at her dresser. She was typing on her laptop.

"Katie, it's time to go. Pansy is starting her search so you have to stay at ours" Draco said walking over to her and putting a hand on her shoulder.

"Ok, let me pack some things" she said quietly.

I knew she was up set. But this had to be done. If I could find Blaise then everyone would be happy. I would be whole again.

She dragged her case down and we left. I took one last look at pour home, our sanctuary and So many memories. There were so many happy times there. I remember when Blaise and I shared our first time together there. He was so gentle yet so passionate. I closed my eyes remembering the touch of his cool smooth fingers against my stomach. His slick tong in my mouth. The taste of, Liquorice Blaise's taste.

"Come on Pansy, we will take you to the edge of town" Draco said putting a comforting arm around me and pulling me into a hug while Harry took Katie's trunk and shrunk mine so it would fit in my pocket.

This was it; I was on my way to find him. Who knew what lay ahead? One thing was for sure, he was out there, somewhere and I was going to find him. If it was the last thing I ever did. Just to see him safe, that would be enough for me.