I stood on the edge. Literally. I felt tears flowing down my cheeks. His screaming didn't change a thing. His words didn't reach me, as if they were empty shells, failing to contain the sweet sound of his voice. Strange. The urge to force a smile was undeniable. So, I simply just smiled my biggest smile. It was so easy. I had never given up happiness. That was why I had to smile. Even a small smile would have been sufficient. I knew I was going to die someday. So I had prepared myself for that day. And know that day had come. I just had to let go. But why was I unable to jump? I had no regrets. If I jumped, he would be save. They would stop trying to assassinate him. He could go back to living his normal life again. I just had to jump. Close my eyes and jump. Or should I not close my eyes and watch him until the very end? To make sure he wouldn't come after me. Then everything would have been for nothing. No, it wouldn't make a difference. He was going to die as well. But he should live until his time had come. I decided to keep my eyes open. Maybe he was already gone. Maybe he had tried to solve our problems by jumping first, trying to save me while I was thinking. But then the problem of me being pursued would still exist. They were after me, not after him. So I would be the one to jump. If he died, I would probably not be able to continue living. So even if he died, I would have to die as well.
I made up my mind. I would die anyway. Why would I wait for him to jump? I wouldn't . I opened my eyes. Silly me. I closed my eyes while thinking, an irritating habit that had caused me many problems. But I wouldn't have to worry about that anymore. Another profit. See, I never gave up happiness. My whole life had been a disaster, but I would end it happily. So everyone would remember me as the happiest girl on Earth. I was going to miss him, but hey, there were so many other things he had to worry about. "Good bye Len." I said. He stopped screaming. His eyes flooding in tears. Mine as well. But I had a duty. I had to die happy. So I smiled. Again really strange. A girl standing on the edge of a cliff, her eyes flooded with tears, but she smiled. She was happy. I couldn't bear to see his face anymore. "If you promise me not to jump after me, I can close my eyes, so that I will always remember you how you really were. Oh sorry, I mean are, remembering how you are, because you are going to live a long and happy life. You are going to find a sweet girl and marry her. You will only die when you're at least eighty years old. My dear Len." "But how are you going to remember me if you aren't even here anymore? How can I love another girl when the one I truly want is still in my heart and thoughts? How am I supposed to live if you die?" I didn't know. I truly did not know the answer to his questions. I closed my eyes. Then I opened them again to see his face for the last time. "smile for me, Len." I said to him. He didn't. He was too desperate. Then I closed my eyes for the last time. I slowly started to lean over to the other side. "No!" he shouted. Too late. I had already let go of the Earth.
My body was falling. My mind wasn't yet. If somebody would grab my hand now, it would still be on time. The thought sounded alluring. But no, I had to be strong. Goodbye Len, Goodbye life!
Hello there my dear little readers. I want you to know that this is my first story ever and that it's far from perfect. That doesn't change the fact that I want you to favourite it! Please comment and also correct my mistakes (I'm originally Dutch so my English isn't that good). There's a special person I want to thank: Sunset's Crying. She is my inspiration, I love her stories. I always commented on her stories (B.T.W. I'm the one who commented as Suus),
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