WHY

Why did you love me at all?
Why did you leave me alone?
You could have spared me.
You could have saved my soul.
By turning away.
I never would have met you.
We never would have loved.
I never would have sold myself.
I never would have been betrayed.
By you.
Why even try?
My soul is dead.
Devoid of life.
Because you drained it dry.
Because you didn't care.
Because I am a fool for loving you.
But when I try to forget you I cannot.
I can never forget you.
I will never let go.
I will never release you from my mind.
I may have released you from my heart.
But my heart is not here.
So you remain in my soul.
My broken, lost ocean soul.
I play this dark song of passion for you.
Though you cannot hear it.
I torment myself with agony.
Agony I deserve for hating you.
The lullaby is my only comfort.
Though it leads me into nightmares.