Against all odds
I knew you weren't coming back,
Not in this life time or maybe ever,
But I don't have the strength anymore to carry on,
Our last moments were amazing,
In your sea blue eyes I saw perfection,
Never ending moments were spent in our eyes,
When I look at myself I don't know what you saw,
I see you in everyone around me,
Your blonde hair is all I see half the time,
My friends hated you,
I loathed you at first,
I never saw you until it was too late,
You once told me you saved me every night,
I do now,
I also tell you before you were gone,
I'm barely holding on,
Dawn is the most worried,
I wake up and you're not there,
I'll wait forever,
Whether it's a day, a month, a year,
I'll always love you Spike!
From your,
Buffy Anne Summers