So I'm practising my angst writing and as you can probably see I suck at it! Reviews would really help please. You have no idea how happy I get when I get the e-mail that I've got a review. So yeah, enjoy. Dedicated to Matisse, hang in there beautiful :) P.S if people like it then I'll do a chapter two :D x

Blaine felt a blunt repetitive pain on the bottom half of his leg. Although he was only half away he pulled himself up into a sitting position on his bed and turned to see Kurt. Tossing and turning in Blaine's bed, Blaine could see the duvet wrapped around his leg and his was kicking. Hard. Kurt was shouting and screaming at the top of his lungs. Thankfully, his parents or Coop weren't home. They hadn't been having sex or anything, they just loved spending all the time they could together. As soon as he was fully awake, he turned to Kurt. Shaking his shoulder to wake him, Blaine tried to sooth him. Kurt's nightmares had been more and more frequent. Although Blaine and Kurt didn't sleep together often, Kurt would call Blaine up no matter what time and Blaine would try to calm him down. It frustrated Blaine so much that most of the time he couldn't be there to hold Kurt, he hated not being there for him.

"Kurt. Kurt, wake up" Kurt's eyes shot open like a couple of bullets being shot out of a gun. Blaine placed his hand on Kurt's shoulder however Kurt shifted as soon as Blaine's skin made contact with Kurt's shirt and moved back a far as he could from Blaine.

"No! I'm sorry! I tried to stop it! I did!" Kurt broke down in tears and sobs. Blaine had never seen him this bad, he looked dreadful. Tears streaming down his face like speeding cars, his mouth gaping open, his face red and he looked genuinely terrified. This was bad, very bad.

"Kurt what's wrong? It's me Blaine. You were having a bad dream. It's alright baby, I've got you" Blaine tried to take Kurt's hand but Kurt jumped out of the bed.

"No! I'm sorry! Please don't do this! I'm a terrible person!" Kurt sobbed. If Blaine's heart wasn't broken then it was now. Did Kurt really think that?

"Kurt you were just dreaming, you've done nothing wrong" Blaine said standing from the bed in front of his shaking boyfriend.

"Kurt, I love you. You're not a terrible person. Please talk to me" Kurt practically fell in Blaine's arms and buried his neck into Blaine's shoulder, each sob gaining more and more volume. Blaine put his arms around Kurt, cradling him like a new born baby and hushing his sobs.

"It's okay, I've got you" Kurt continued to sob into Blaine's shoulder. Blaine sat Kurt down on the bed. Kurt leant his head to the side on Blaine and continued to let the tears pour like two waterfalls as he sobbed even louder.

"Was it another Karofsky dream?" Kurt nodded in agreement. Normally they would be Karofsky dreams and they would always be the same, Karofsky beating Kurt or even worse, Blaine. Although Karofsky had seen the error of his ways and apologised to Kurt for everything he had done the memories were still there. But Kurt never got that upset about them so Blaine couldn't help but think there was more to it.

"Kurt. You have to tell me what happened"

"No! I can't!" Kurt jumped off the bed and glared at Blaine like he had just said he'd murdered someone. Blaine got up and stood before him.

"Kurt I want to help you. But I can't help you if you won't tell me what's wrong. It's killing me to see you like this, like I can't do anything to stop it" Blaine's eyes were also welling up with tears as he took Kurt's hands.

"You don't deserve all of this. You don't deserve having to wake up in the middle of the night because of me. I'm a terrible person Blaine..."

"Stop it" Blaine took a hold of the side of Kurt's arms which were hanging by his side.

"Stop it, okay? You are not a terrible person, I still love you and you have done nothing wrong" Kurt started to look a little terrified of Blaine; with the vulnerable state he was in even a baby kitten seemed intimidating.

"I'm sorry" Blaine pulled Kurt close for a hug, Blaine could feel Kurt squeezing up close to him.

"If you don't want to tell me now, get some sleep then maybe we can talk about it in the morning, yeah?" Kurt nodded as Blaine took his hand and led him to the bed. They both got under the duvet and Blaine cuddled up close to Kurt. Cradling him in his arms once again.

"Blaine...?" Kurt whispered against Blaine.

"Yes?" Blaine replied, just starting to drift off into a deep slumber

"He raped me..."