This is a Stendan fan fic, but it's got a bit of a In The Flesh twist. It's only going to have a few chapters, but if you don't like it after the first chapter, then I know not to carry it on.

I have never written a fic like this before, so you might have to be patient with me and while I update it.

Sorry for the spelling mistakes that are in this.

Chapter 1

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Hello there, my name is Simon Monroe. I'm sat here in my room in this kind of centre in Norfolk, the people here call it a treatment centre, and I haven't got a clue why I'm here, I think I have been here for a while but I'm not too sure, because they aren't telling us anything. I look at my hands and the look pale as hell, and I notice that the ends of my finger nails are a bluely greyed colour. I look in the mirror on the wall as well, I notice that the colour in my face is different, it's a more paler colour than it should be, and I don't have a moustache but it feels like I have had one before.

This treatment centres tannoy goes off, I get a guard coming to my room to tell me that I have some visitors, but I've never seen anyone at my time here. I leave the room, I follow the guard down the corridor and we walk into the visiting room. I see a few of the people I have made friends with here, I see Kieren and he is chatting to his family and he looks very happy speaking to them, I wonder if he is going to tell them about us.

As I get closer to my seat in the visiting room, two people start to stand up and look at me and they start crying when they see me. Have I seen these people before? If so where and when I have I met them? These are questions I want to ask them.

I see the woman coming over crying to me, I notice that she has this big 'OMG' necklace on. I see this man sat down and he is crying as well, he stands up and comes over to me. He places a kiss on to my fore head, and it brings a burst of life that I have never had before. Kieren my roommate kissed me last night, I felt nothing from what he did to what this man has just done.

He sits back down, so does the woman. I place my hands on the table and they both take hold of my hands. They tightly squeeze my hands, I give them a small smile, but I can't recognise these people.

"Hey Brendan, how are you?"

"Urm, I don't have a clue who this Brendan is. My name is Simon so, you might have to help me a bit."

The woman starts to cry again, so does this man. They keep on looking at me, and I can't help but feel sorry for them. They think I am this person that they know, but I'm not, I keep on looking at the man in front of me and I can't help but think I have seen him before.

" Excuse me young man, but can you tell me your name, I can't remember you, but I think I have see you some where before?"

" My name is Ste or Steven as you liked to call me, and we first met in a club in Hollyoaks called ChezChez. And this is your sister Cheryl sitting beside me.

" Oh right, I wasn't aware that I had a sister. And why are you here Steven, if you don't mind me asking?"

" I'm your boyfriend"

" You can't be, I already have a boyfriend and he is called Kieren"

" No! I am your boyfriend, we have been together for three years on and off"

" Nope, I'm sorry I can't remember you."

" Do you know, how you ended up in here?"

" No I don't know, I can't remember anything. All I know is that, I have a boyfriend call Kieren and I'm getting released from here tomorrow afternoon and we are going to stay with his mam, dad and sister in Roarton."

" Well we will come and see you again tomorrow, we will bring a few photos with us to see if anything can jog your memory. I might bring my kids with me as well, to see if you can remember them."

" Well it's been nice meeting the both of you, but I have to go now. I need to get my bag packed for tomorrow afternoon, but I can see you both again before I go."

I stand up and so do they, my supposedly sister Cheryl and my supposedly boyfriend Steven come up to me and they hug me. With this Steven, it feels like I have knowing him before, but I will ask them more questions tomorrow. My cell mate Kieren comes over, he smiles at me and he does the same to Cheryl and Steven. Kieren takes hold of my hand, and I can see a change in Steven's face, his expression drops when he seen Kieren take hold of my hand.

I say sorry to Cheryl and Steven, and I tell them I'm sorry that I couldn't help them. They tell me it doesn't matter and that they will see me tomorrow, Cheryl gives me a kiss on my cheek and Steven just gives me a hand shake. I say my goodbyes to them, they say it back and Steven and Cheryl leave. Once they have gone, me and Kieren go back to our room and he starts kissing me. I feel nothing when he kisses me, not like when Steven did before.

Kieren can tell that something has changed between us, he stops the kissing and he sits on the end of my bed. He takes hold of my hand, he squeezes it and he get's his free hand and places it on my face, so that I am looking up at him.

" Simon are you okay, when those people visited it's like they knew you"

" Yeah I noticed that, they called me by this name Brendan. I don't know who they are, but they are coming back tomorrow morning and they said that they are going to bring some stuff with them so that they can jog my memory"

" Oh right that must be good for you, my family is coming to pick me up tomorrow. So you can get to see them then if you want, or you can go with them two people that came here before. I seen the way that man had kissed you, and it looked like you remember him. Did you remember him?"

" Kieren, I have never seen him or the woman before. But their names, it's like I have heard them before, but I don't know when. I will be able to ask them more in the morning, you can come with me if you want. You can intrude yourself to them."

" Yeah, I might just do that. How about we get some sleep, we need all our energy for the morning when we leave, or if you leave with the other people."

" Kier, I'm leaving with you. Nothing can stop me from doing that. Cause I love you, and there is nothing you can do that will make me stop loving you, nothing."

" I love you too Simon."

We both lean forwards and we start kissing, this kiss isn't passionate like out other kisses, but I'm trying not to disappoint Kieren. We lean down on the bed, Kieren take hold of my hand, he squeezes it to let me know that I ain't going anywhere. But what I'm I going to do, when I see this Cheryl, Steven and these kids they are bringing with them? Can I live a lie and tell them I don't know them, and move on with Kieren? Or do I pluck up the courage and help this Cheryl and Steven to find out who I am?

I see that Kieren has fallen to sleep, so I do the same. I know that tomorrow will be a long day, but this might be that day that I can get some information on why I am here and why I look so pale and different to them. I place my arm over Kieren's body and I fall to sleep.

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This is an Stendan fic with some In The Flesh integrated into it, it might be a couple of days for the next chapter, but if you want anything added into it, then please tell me and I can do it.