All For You
I left late last night
I didn't really know where to go
Left my home for you
Gave up everything for you
Cheated myself out of everything
For you
Why?
Love doesn't explain it
Hate doesn't cover it
So Why?
Why did I do this for you?
I no longer know
All I know is that I'm lost
Lost and not to return
All for you
And for what?
A knife in the back,
In the heart,
In the lungs,
Constant burning in my body
All from the pain inside.
All from you
What pleasure do you get?
Betraying me this way?
With all we have done
Together
Why?
For who?
What kind of love is this?
That you would betray me so?
Use me
For what?
All for You
So I say good-bye
To everything we've done
Together
For now I am alone
In this dark world all alone.
All for you
Is this the end?
Am I to forever live with this?
This atrocity
Is it true then
Do you love me no more?
Love
How sad the thought
How stupendous the act
All of it
All of this
For You
And so,
I end my thoughts
I end my life
With you
Thoughts of you
Tears
For you
I'm through with you
Done with you
Want nothing to do with you
I say good-bye to you
Return home from you
Run away from you
Not out of fear for you
But of hate for you
All for you
Not my life ended
Yours
Your life no more
All life force gone from you
Death grabs hold of you
The knife turned on you
All this pain
All this blood
All this vengeance
All for you.
-Megan Torres
11/19/07