I want a girl with lips like morphine,
Knock me out every time they touch me.
I wanna feel a kiss just crush me,
And break me down.

Of all people, I should never be left gasping for air. Air is not an essential quality for me. But the second I feel her lips against mine, my breathing becomes erratic, my silent heart feels like it may beat again, and I hate my very being.

Knock me out (knock me out),
Knock me out (knock me out).
Cause I've waited for all my life,
To be here with you tonight.

The closest I have ever gotten to sleeping since I was eternally damned, was the time she kissed me. I could have just laid there and died. I couldn't move, I couldn't think, I could just feel the warmth lingering on my lips.

I want a girl with lips like morphine,
Blow a kiss that leaves me gasping.
And I wanna feel that lightning strike me,
And burn me down.

It was an electric shock. It was deadly. I was on fire. And I wanted more.

Knock me out (knock me out),
Knock me out (knock me out).
Cause I've waited for all my life,
To be here with you tonight.
Just put me on my back,
Knock me out again.

And for the first time in 110 years, I felt lust for something other then blood. Pure, animalistic lust. Uncontrollable. Deadly.

I want a girl with lips like morphine,
Knock me out every time they touch me.
I want a girl with lips like morphine,
To knock me out.

I regret ever telling her she was my brand of heroine. She is my brand of morphine. She leaves me here, in my sleepless nights, staring at the window, wondering when I am going to awake from her wakeful drug induced haze.

See I've waited for all my life,
To be here with you tonight.
Just put me on my back,
Knock me out again.

Then, it went too far. So now, as I stand at this grave stone, I realize addictions are deadly. Drugs, of any sort, should never be tampered with. I overdosed on my drug. But it wasn't my life that was the cost. Too bad there isn't a rehab for this sort of thing.

Good-bye my Bella…

I do not own Twilight, or the lyrics to Kill Hannah's song, Lips Like Morphine. I made absolutely no profit from this story, it was simply for pleasure.