Today was not a good day.

Today was very VERY bad day.

Today was the day her heart fell.

Day was the day Eric, HER Eric, got shot.

"This didnt have to happen" she whispered to her self as she rode frantically in her hummer to the hospital."THIS DIDNT HAVE TO HAPPEN!!! Why, why, WHY!!"she screamed and started beating the steering wheel with her already bruised fists.

She pulled into the parking lot of the hospital, practically fell out of the hummer, and stumble her way into the hospital.

She made her way to the receptionist in the ER, and fumbled the words out of her mouth." E-E-Eric D-D-Delko, what..w-w-where..." Understanding what she was trying to get acrossed, the receptionist gave her directions to a waiting room close to theOR Eric was in, where she saw her entire team.

Natalia BoaVista, Horatio Caine, Maxine Valera, Ryan Wolfe, and Alexx Woods, they were all there. She approached Natalia, looking into her tear filled eyes with her own. Feeling her knees buckling beneath her, she collapsed. She collapsed right into Natalia's arms. In the middle of the waiting room they sat, sobbing into each others arms, afraid of what was to come next.

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Things werent looking good for Eric. There was a lot of bleeding, and they were having a hard time stopping it. Then it happened. All of a sudden he flat lined.

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She could feel it. She sensed it. She could hear it. The slow continuous beep of that horrid machine. She couldnt believe it. She wished she would have just told him how she felt. How madly in love with him she was. She had no idea what she would do if died. She felt helpless, she wanted to do something, but there was nothing she could do.

Then she saw him.

The Docter.

She fell to the floor.

To be continued....