After all the events in Peyton's life she never once that her life would turn out like this
After all the events in Peyton's life she never once that her life would turn out like this. She felt so alone and empty, all she wants is someone to love her, hold her, and take all the hurt away from her. She never thought Lucas would hate her and say she ruined his life. She knows he didn't mean it and he said he doesn't hate her but she still feels like he does. Peyton kept thinking about what she wants in life and she knows what she wants she wants to have someone to love her, someone to have a family with, someone that will always be there for her.
After hours of thinking she came to a decision. She was going to leave Tree Hill for awhile and get her life back in order. Peyton had just bought a ticket to Las Vegas to have some fun and she didn't know if she planned on returning. She went home and packed and headed to the airport. She got to the airport and went to the gate and sat down. She had to call Brooke and tell her she was leaving for awhile. Peyton took her phone out and dialed Brooke's number.
Hello….
Hey B. Davis it me….
P. Sawyer hey what's up….
I just wanted to call and let you know that im going to Vegas for awhile and have some fun in my life….
P. Sawyer please why do you want to go to vegas…..
Brooke listen I don't know if im coming back ok…..i have to get my life back in order and it's hard to do here in Tree Hill where I have to see Lucas all the damn time…..Look Brooke I want to find love again and I want to get married and start a family and just be happy…I don't want anymore drama..
I need to find love again…..i wish I could go back to when Lucas proposed and say yes but we where so young I was afraid he would regret me and hate me if his dreams didn't come true….i was scared and only 19 years old dammit….If I stay in Tree Hill I'll never find love again because all I will think about is the life I could have had with Lucas if I would have said yes 3 years ago. I will always love him, I know he said he doesn't hate me but I feel like I'll I do is ruin people's lives. I ruined yours and Lucas's relationship twice and Lindsey's I feel like im the worst person in the world. I want to feel loved and cherished. I want to wake up every morning to a loving husband and children. I want find my fairytale ending and I can't find it in Tree Hill. I just wish for once life would go my way and not give me pain and suffering but happiness and love. I love you Brooke but me coming back to Tree Hill was the worst decision I ever made, I just hurt people and ruined people's lives like Lucas's. I know he said he didn't hate me and stuff but I feel like deep down inside of him it's true.
B. Davis you there……
Yeah, I just can't believe you feel that way….but P. Sawyer I don't want you to go… and I know Haley, Nathan and Jamie and skills and everybody wouldn't want you to go…
I know Brooke but there's nothing left in Tree Hill for me accept hurt and I can't take it anymore….im lost and I need to find my way again..
Fine, P. Sawyer but im telling once you get your life figured out you are coming back to Tree Hill.
Fine B. Davis love ya call you soon bye….
Little did Peyton know that Lucas happened to purchase 2 plane tickets to Las Vegas and he was going to call her and little did she know that he heard her whole conversation with Brooke and how much she thinks she ruined his life…To Lucas, Peyton was the best thing that ever happened to him. Lucas saw Peyton get up and head to get some coffee at the starbucks in the airport, when suddnley she walked straight into him not paying attention to where she was going.
All Peyton could say was……
….."Lucas"…….