A/N: Ok, so this is basically like the iPod music shuffle/drabble challenge, except... more! lol. 90 more, to be exact :) So, there will be 100 drabbles total, each chapter with 20. Fun fun fun! I just started this and never realized how fun it actually was :) There are no pairings/people actually specified except for #12, which only fit Tess. Anyway, ENJOY and please review :) Oh, and also tell me, should I do 20 drabbles or 10 drabbles each chapter, because I know this was kind of long. What do you guys think?

Edit: When I tried to save it, it kind of messed up, so I'm not sure everything is still here that I wrote. It looks like it is, but I only skimmed over it, so if any of the drabbles don't make sense, you know what happened :)

Disclaimer: Yeah yeah, I don't own Camp Rock or any musical titles mentioned :)

1. A Day To Remember - Since U Been Gone

She sits and stares at the picture of him in her hands, tears falling down her face. They had been perfect for each other, or so she'd thought. They'd started out friends, and advanced into something more. Now, he's gone, and she can't stop chiding herself for being so stupid as to fall for him. And to think she even fell for his stupid love song. And he's still gone.

But, in some strange way, since he's been gone, she feels a weight that's lifted off of her shoulders. For some unexplainable reason, she can breathe again.

But she's still staring at his picture, and now the tears fall more frequently. Who's she trying to kid? Since he's been gone, she's only felt pain and misery, suffocating in sorrow. Since he's been gone, a part of her has died.

2. Alyson Stoner - Lost & Found

Lost, that's all she's ever been. Her world exists simply of four walls and a view. But she refuses to accept help. She knows everyone has their own problems, and she knows it would be selfish to ask for them to help her deal with hers. To help her find her way back. She knows it's something she'll have to do alone.

And then he comes along. Perfect, charming, and just what she's been missing. Now she's got her feet on solid ground, whereas before she didn't know up from down. Now she knows who she is, she's confident. She's been found.

3. Apocalyptica - I Don't Care

He knocks her down and leaves her there, but when she tries to stand back on her own two feet again, he stands in her way. She tries to just make it through her life, but in her way, there's him. All she tries to do is make it through his lies. And he denies it, denies ever hurting her and kicking her when she's down. He hides the fact he left her helpless, and the fact he's there to stand in her way, to make her stumble. But she's learned to deal with it, while he still denies everything.

And she doesn't care.

She doesn't care if he's dead or alive, or anything inbetween. She doesn't care, doesn't care, doesn't care one bit. All she wants is for both of them to go and leave all this behind, because she doesn't care. She swears, she doesn't care.

She's always tried to make him see her side, yet he shakes his head before he starts screaming at her. She's tried to stay in line, but his eyes just see right through. And she got buried in that space, she never had any room because he was always in her face, and she's sick. Sick of the way he never shuts up. So she screams at him, "Don't say anything, just go away!" And so he leaves.

Now she's changing everything, because she knows he's never going to be there for her. She's changing because she knows he's not worth missing.

But she still doesn't care at all.

4. Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife

She doesn't belong here, and she knows it. She's not supposed have cameras flashing, people screaming; not supposed to be in the media's constant attention because she's the "pop star's girlfriend". It wasn't the life she was meant for, and she knows it. She was supposed to live a quite life, maybe live somewhere out in the county, where no one knew her name. She was a southern kind of girl, not meant to be half-famous. She also knows that she's got to move on.

"I have to go, because this isn't the life meant for me."

"You can't leave, I love you!" He argues, but she knows in her heart she has no choice in the matter.

"I have to." She insists, and she can feel her heart breaking as tears well up in his eyes. She knows he's crying because he's already missing her, even though she hasn't left yet.

"Can... can I at least come after you?" At this, she smiles, taking his hand and squeezing it tightly. He watches her with red eyes.

"I'd like that." She admits, before she turns and walks away.

5. Five Finger Death Punch - Never Enough

He's so fed up with everyone that's around him, yet no one seems to care. Everyone just accepts him, even though he's so far gone he's never going to change. He's never going to be the same.

All he hears is "Do this, do that", but nothing that he wants to, and he doesn't want to live that way anymore. He's done being a cookie-cutter-pop-star. So every chance they get, their pusing him away.

Nothing he does is ever enough, it's never even close. No matter what he says, they'll never listen to him, because it's never enough. So he'll never try to be what they want him to be.

His life is so messed up, but no one ever listens. He's just so messed up and he knows it. So he'll just lay it all to waste, because he knows he'll never be able to change.

Their always "Say this, say that," and never letting him express how he really feels. Everything is cookie-cutter produced, and he's sick of living that way.

But still, it's never enough, no matter who he tries to be. Or what he tries to take.

And now, he's done.

Because, he knows that in the end we're all just chalk rinds on the concrete that are drawn only to be washed away. And for the time that he's been given, he is what he is. He'd rather hate them, for everything they are, than ever love them for something they are not. And he'd rather them hate him, for everything that he was, then have them love him, for something that he wasn't.

It's never enough. It's never enough.

He'll never be what they want him to be.

So he quit.

6. Hawthorne Heights - Rescue Me

She felt like she was drowning, with no one to save her. There was no escape from the problems. She tried to 'just breathe', but she couldn't help it. She missed his smell. She just kept wishing he would come and rescue her from everything. She just wanted to live, wishing she could breathe.

Every day, she sat to wait for the same bad news, and you could hear her say, "I've got nothing left to loose." She's already seen the worse case scenario, and slowly, slowly, she's letting go.

But he still hasn't come to rescue her, from herself.

Would some one just come rescue her?

And he did.

She sat there, until he came to her door and rescued her. And then, everything was right again, and she didn't need to be rescued anymore.

7. Trapt - Contagious

She was sick of restrictions, all the boundries, and she was just about to close the door, when he caught her attention. He built up the tention, left her wanting more. And now she didn't know what to do with herself, because she didn't want anyone else.

She let him in, and he infected her. Now she can't get enough of him, it's all so contagious. She breathed him in, and now she's in too deep. She'll never get enough of him.

He taught her a lesson: who cares where they were before. He would never leave her all by herself, because he doesn't want anyone else.

She knew she wasn't pulling through; she can't get enough of him. But still, he's so contagious, running through her veins, hanging on to every word she says. She can't get away, it's so contagious. And now she knows for sure, there is no cure. But she doesn't care, because she has only one desire. She doesn't want anyone else.

She breathed him in, now she's in too deep. But it's contagious. There is no cure.

Just keep running.

Running through her veins.

8. Nickelback - Far Away

This time, this place, she's misused, I've made mistakes. It was too long, too late, and who was I to make her wait? Now there's just one chance, just one breath, just incase this is the last. But I know, that she knows, that...

I've loved her, all along. And I miss her, horribly. I can only hope she'll forgive me, for being away for far too long. And lately, I've even been dreaming about her; dreaming that she's right here with me, where she belongs. She's constantly in my thoughts, and I wish we were next door, instead of halfway across the country. I felt like I might stop breathing if I didn't see her soon.

"I'm leaving." I tell her, and it was true. This tour was supposed to go on for another two months, but I don't care.

"But... you're on tour!" She cries, and I shake my head.

"I'd give anything just to hold you again. I'll give anything, but I'm not giving up. I'm coming home."

"I've missed you." She cries, and I smile as I pull her into a strong hug. "This whole time I've been dreaming that you're here, with me, and now you really are. What about your manager?"

"I'd withstand, all of it to hold your hand." Tears come to her eyes as I stare down at her lovingly.

"I love you." She tells me. "I never wanted you to go. And I forgive you, for being away for far too long."

"Well, believe it, because I'm here to stay."

"Hold on to me, never let me go."

9. One - Broken Records

In so many words, I just didn't have the answers for her. And in so many ways, I really didn't care anymore. Everytime I tried to get closer to her, she turned around and shut the door in my face. And then, whenever I needed some space alone, she'd come waltzing in, wanting a listening ear. There was never any balance in our relationship, and neither of us were happy. All of our dreams were being buried behind the insults, and we both were failing. It's like some stupid broken record that just keeps replaying the same stupid minute. On and on, broken records always sound the same. And, truth be told, I'm scared that all our days will pass the same. This broken record will just keep skipping. But we still keep covering up each other's mistakes. And of course, this broken record just kept playing, playing, playing.

And eventually, they had to stop it, because they knew the broken record wouldn't stop itself.

It seems it was the only way to know the time of day, because before they were scared they were the only ones who knew the time.

There was so many things that we never got to say to each other, but they had to stop. Otherwise, the broken records just keep repeating.

10. Aly & AJ - Bullseye

He hit the bullseye, that's for sure. He was the only one she'd ever let get close to her, because there was just something different about him. He was quiet, yet not about to stand mildly if he didn't think that what someone was doing was right. He was different from his brothers; he wasn't air-headed or stuck up stupid. He really loved her, and he respected her. So she let him get closer, and closer, and eventually let him give her a kiss. And it was all right.

And another thing she loved about him was the fact that he didn't ask her for her number. Oh wait... that was because he already had her number.

He hit the bullseye of her heart.

11. Demi Lovato - Trainwreck

He was such a huge trainwreck, but she still loved him anyways. He wouldn't go to the doctor, because he knew that they'd call him insane. He was always lost, even when he was going the right way, which then she'd have to come and point him in the right direction. Then he'd smile sheepishly and tell her he knew which way to go the whole time, to which she'd nod and let him think that she believed him. And even though he was crazy, he still meant the world to her and she wouldn't change him if she had the chance.

They were so different; she was the small town girl while he was the world famous rockstar, and everyone insisted they were destined to fail. But they kept pushing forwards, ignoring the negative comments, because in their hearts they knew they would succeed. For a while, she hadn't been sure they would make it, but now she could see they were standing strong, because everyday she fell a little more in love with him.

She still laughs when she thinks about the time she first met him. She laughs because she remembers reaching out to shake his hand, while he pulls it away. And then when he came up to ask her to dance, she shook her head 'no way', even though inside she was dying to at least give it a try. But he begged her, so she gave in and stayed, which gave start to a beautiful trainwreck.

They had always been so different, but she'd always believed that opposites attracted. So she'd allowed her hope to grow, and she'd never looked back because she knew he was one of a kind. No one could change her heart because it was already made up.

And there was one more thing she'd always shared with him, because he was someone special. She let him know that she was falling like she'd never fell before, and how it's funny that everyone predicted they would fail, because with him, she was in love.

12. Hoobastank - Remember Me

Tess still wonders about her mother, if she ever even knew her daughter, or if she was just too preoccupied with playing queen in her tiny, imaginary kingdom. Of course, Tess isn't stupid. She knows that the latter is true. And now, T.J. stands here, face to face with Tess, and claims she's changed; she wants her daughter back in her life. She keeps reminding Tess of how she missed out on the meet & greet, and the publicity concert, just to come see her daughter perform. But Tess can't help but remember how her mother called her a 'no one'.

She used to want to be just like her mother; so perfect, so untouchable. But now, her mom wants her to come with her, but doesn't she remember? T.J. acted like she never noticed Tess. 'Oh, that's not my daughter.'

And so Tess shakes her head firmly, 'You're not allowed to be a part of me. Forget it. Why are you even here? Did your 'kingdom' finally strip you of your royalty, and evict you?'

T.J. Tyler will never be a part of her daughter. Tess won't allow it.

13. Linkin Park - Forgotten

He's stuck in the memories, his thoughts taking him somewhere he's not confident. His head is spinning; from the top to the bottom, into the middle of his thoughts. Taken far from his safety, the picture's there, imprinted forever in his memory. He can't escape it, and he's scared.

He's in a place so dark he can't see the end, before rain sends acidic thoughts trickling down with the power of suggestion, and he squeezes his eyes shut.

Now a beam of light shines down, and he opens his eyes, thinking it's over, but instantly it's dark again.

They find him locked in his memories, gripping his chair tightly, her screams echoing in his head, her dark eyes holding him tightly, until the sun comes up and it's light again.

He watches as a little piece of paper floats by; the rain is pouring now. The blotched out words on the paper haunt him as it slowly disappears. It goes on until the wind stops howling, and the memory's just like the paper was before; crumpled up, it can't be perfect again. He'll never be perfect again.

14. One - Control Freak

In her head, she has to find a way to make things clear, completely seperate herself from him, even though her broken thoughts will never be the same.

And it's his fault. It's his fault that she feels this way, that things will never change, because he let her walk away again. It's all his fault because he's a control freak.

He's the one that slipped the knife into her back; she never would have expected it, but he did. And he's the one who was different than she'd thought he'd be, he just pulled everything right out from under her and left her.

And the control freak in him needs to stop. He needs to open up his arms and welcome her back.

But she knows he'll never stop. Because he's a control freak.

15. Papa Roach - Scars

Someone once told me that it's our scars that remind us that the past is real. She told me how she tore her heart open, and then had to sew it back up. She always reminded me that her weakness was that she cared to much, and she warned me against making the same mistake as she did. She always tore her heart open just to fail.

I should have learned from her mistakes, I should have listened to her. But when he came along, I couldn't resist. He just seemed so perfect - I'd never thought he would have done this to me.

Now I just want to be alone, and I'm mad that he came back around. Why won't he just go home? He should know I can't help him fix himself when I'm broken too. He's making me insane.

I tried to help him once, against her advice, because I saw him going down, even though he didn't realize it himself. He was drowning, so I offered him my hand, but he still didn't understand. So I screamed at him 'Go fix yourself! I left my heart open, but you didn't understand! I can't help you fix yourself, but at least I can say I tried. I'm sorry, but I have to move on with my own life.'

I tore my heart open, and he didn't understand, and now I'm left to sew myself back up. And now I know that what she says is true; our scars do remind us that our past is real, because I'm pretty sure I'll never heal from this wound.

16. Linkin Park - Easier To Run

She just keeps running.

Running, running, running because it's so much easier. It's much easier to leave and start over, then to stand here and face all the pain all alone.

A secret that she's kept locked away, deep inside of her, that no one should ever see, has been taken from her. She has wounds so deep they'll never show, much less go away, and for years they've stayed, replaying and replaying over again. She still remembers the darkness of her past, which makes her recall memories that she wishes she didn't have. Sometimes, she thinks of letting go and never looking back, and never moving forwards so she'd never have a past.

She pretends she doesn't feel misplaced, alone, scared, but it's so much easier to run and pretend she's not helpess inside.

And if she could change her past, if she could take back the pain, retrace every wrong step she made, she would. If only she could stand up and take the blame. But she can't, and so she runs.

Running, running, running.

17. Nonpoint - When It's Over

She can't take it anymore. More specifically, she can't take him anymore, and she has to leave before she looses her mind. There's all these problems that just won't cease, and all he does is bring the lighting and the thunder and keeps complaining when the rain won't stop. Well, if only he knew that she have some news for him.

She doesn't want to waste the life she's got, she's sick of fixing all the things that just don't work, and of working for all the things that she doesn't want, and chasing after all the things that he wants. He was too stupid to see that she was loosing touch, that he was just too much. He always wanted something she didn't have, and wondered why she got mad. If only he knew that she doesn't want to be the one he wants. She keeps trying to throw him off, because she's done fighting for this life that she doesn't want.

She's sick of feeling like she's singing the wrong song.

But she doesn't know when to say 'it's over'. Who's the one in control, is she the one in control? She's going to have to be.

So 'it's over', when it's over.

18. Jonas Brothers - Burnin' Up

She smiled in his direction, as if she knew him, but he'd never seen her before in her life. There was something about her that made the tempature go hotter, he felt like he was burning up.

He fell, so fast, he couldn't hold himself. She walked by in her stunning red dress, and he couldn't help but turn to follow her. All he could see is her, staring him down, and he knew she felt it too.

'Want to dance?'

'I wouldn't do anything else.'

They were slipping into the lava, trying to keep from going under, but they kept turning the tempature hotter. They were burnin' up for each other.

19. Three Days Grace - Over & Over

I feel it everyday, it's all the same. He brings me down again, but I can't blame anyone but myself. I've tried everything to get away from him, but here I go again, chasing him down. Why do I have to keep doing this?

It feels like everday it's dragging me down, and I can't pull away. So here I go again, chasing you down. And I still don't know why I pursue you. I just keep falling for you, and I hate it because I try to hard not to. But there's so many thoughts that I can't get out of my head. I've tried to live without you this whole time, but I can't. I know what's best for myself, but still, I go after him. There are so many other things, but I want him instead, and it drives me crazy. I'll just keep wasting all my time on you.

Over and over, I keep falling for you. It's like I can't live without you, I need you, but I don't even like you. But still, over and over, it never ends.

20. Hinder - Shoulda

Before he could hang up the phone, the dial tone rang in his ear. He stared at the phone in horror; what had he said? If he could go back in time, he'd tell her those three words - 'I love you' - and they would have fixed everything. He should have, would have, could have said it back to her.

But he can't save their relationship unless he can find her. So he looks and looks, but she's gone. She just hung up and left him for dead, didn't even say goodbye.

Now that she's gone, he's wasting away, feeling like the life has been siphoned right out of his veins. And he wishes he could go back in time and tell her that he loves her.

But this can't be saved, and she still can't be found.

He just shoulda.

A/N: So there was the first 20!! Haha, it was a bunch, wasn't it? I hope you all enjoyed it, and don't forget *lol* to review! :)

~midnightwriter1898~