the road to rakuen - blue's requiem
nuriko kamaiji
- dedicated to blue-chan -.
is this road going on endlessly
where will it lead me
down shattered streetways
in decaying cities
as the snow falls from above
white tears of ice, pale cold memory
falling
falling
falling
my memories still burn
with beautiful sunlight
running through grasses, blue skies
content
flaming fires streaked red in the black sky
my family and home burned to ash
abandoned
a sweet scent of a flower, delicate and brilliant
calling gently to a piece inside my soul
awakening
a golden warmth in welcoming furriness
a solemn promise to stay together
love
but the road is growing darker
and cold is falling like tears
falling
falling
falling
white
white drops surround me
cold turning to life
they open wide
pale white blossoms
moon white
snow white
surrounding me all over
and i know
i know i'm not alone
i hear a voice calling
voices calling
as flowers cover me
and i drown in their sweetness
falling
falling
falling
into eternal sleep
until it's time for me to run this road again
7:39 AM, Feb. 21, 2005
A/N: this came to me as brief images. my thoughts on it are: if toboe could have the happy moment he had when he died, what about the others? though perhaps, it's not as good for blue as it could be, but the image stuck with me...especially the bit about the flowers