Addicted

RED

Edmund really did know why he loved the color so much. It seemed to be the color of pain.

As the pain, of Peter coming home and bringing a women with him. As the pain, as he punctured the flesh, scarlet blood seeping out of his pale skin.

TEARS

Edmund never really cried. Or let anyone see him in tears. But, as he saw Susan and Peter

on the couch that night. He let them flow freely down his face. They wouldn't of seen him anyways.

LOVE

He has seen the movies, where the main characters fall in love. He has always hated

those movies. Putting unintelligent fantasies in people's minds. Thinking something like that could happen in real life. Maybe, the reason for hating love was Peter himself.

FAKE SMILES

It was proven, that Edmund was the king of fake smiles. He's plastered them so many

times, it would take a long time to count. For example, Peter's wedding day. As he stood besides Peter he smiled. But, at that very day, he couldn't even smirk. So sickly fake.

DREAMS

He hated dreams. There was only one reason for that to. He knew dreams could only fool you in a fantasy land,then suddenly awake , that what you dreamed could never happen. It just rubbed the pain in more.

LIES

It was a sin,he knew lying was the worse thing he could actually do. He was...getting pretty good at it too.

DENIAL

Denial was another way to get him through the day. The denial of loving

his only brother. He would never admit it.

PAIN

Edmund hated pain. He went through it everyday,but when he saw

Peter in pain,he came to a stop. Like,his life came to a halt. All for Peter.

STRESS REALESE

He knew, Peter was using him. He was Peter's stress release , as Edmund thought,it was better to be something than nothing.

A\N:Hi guys!Sorry I haven't wrote in a long I usually never write about incest. Just step-cest(he he).But,I hoped you guys liked it!

Oh and I will not be finishing any of my stories.I'm sorry.I know this is bad,but I had writers