I think I'm in love

This IS about Fabina. This is in Joy's point of view. Oneshot. Suck at summaries. Rated K+

~Joy's POV~

I saw him dancing with her. Then, it happened. They kissed and everyone cheered. Except for me. Maybe I could've told him how I felt before I left. Maybe I could be dancing with him. Maybe I could have kissed him. Now that I think about it, I wouldn't of had a chance anyway. I saw the way he looked at her when she bumped into Patricia on her first day. The same day I left. He looked like he had been dying of thirst and she was the water he needed. As long as he's happy with her. I felt a tear trickle down my cheek. I quickly wiped it away. Thankfully no one saw. "It's time to move on," I thought. "He's obviously over you now. Not to say that he never liked you as more than a friend." I took a deep breath. I was trying to forget my feelings for him. I think I'm in love. I think I'm in love with Fabian. That's the problem though. I only think I love him. I wasn't sure. How do you know when you're in love with someone. I guess it's the way you look at someone. I saw the way Nina and Fabian looked at each other. They were obviously in love. "Ok. It truely is time to move on." I thought. My heart had a hole in it. Then, I just couldn't take it anymore. All the things that made me hate Nina, even though I never even got to know her! Why? Why did I have these thoughts? It made me want to slap myself until they were gone. I had to get out of this room. So I ran out of the room so fast I swear I could hear people falling over. It was so hard. He didn't know how I felt. Then, I made one of the biggest decisions ever. I decided that I did not love him. I was not in love with Fabian. I'll find my true love someday. I'll find my real true love. And I would be happy forever. That was the moment that I got over Fabian.