Tsukishima loves Roppi, more than he loves himself. However, not all love is sweet.
Hachimenroppi was inlove with Shizuo Heiwajima, and there was no other person he would be with. His entire being was solely for Shizuo. And it seemed, Shizuo had been ensnared by the lure of affection Roppi held; that the strong beast found himself falling inlove with the owner of two bright red eyes and a personality that would've made anyone else cringe and wish to be around someone else. They were inlove; and it was sickly sweet. Though, there was a dark side to every passion, and it was no lie that everyone that had befriended Shizuo knew the problems that arose within their relationship.
But whose job was it to point it out?
Tsukishima was inlove with Roppi, the same way the raven had fallen for Shizuo. It was, heartbreaking, to know that when Roppi looked at him he saw nothing but a pile of disgusting human flesh, compared to the beast Roppi adored above all. They were the same, Tsukishima believed atleast, not at all different minus perhaps, their personalities and eye colors. A few more subtle differences, but otherwise Tsukishima was quite sure if Roppi looked hard enough, then maybe he could possibly be the one that Roppi really loved. Not someone who had severe anger issues.
"I don't know," Roppi's speaking to Shizuo, making a face and pouting. He's not tall, barely reaching the man's shoulders. But he has a perfect view of the blond's chest, and if he tips his head back, he can see Shizuo's face. He likes to reach up on the tips on his toes, and press his palms against Shizuo's biceps and kiss the man, but right now he can't do that. They're debating where to eat, and even if Roppi hates food, he knows Shizuo needs to eat and doesn't nibbling on something small. "I don't want sushi." Another pout, this time he's tugging Shizuo's shirt and scooting closer because Shizuo isn't angry, not yet anyways, but there's a moment where the stronger of the two just sighs and shoves his hands into his pockets.
Tsukishima watches, from afar really. He doesn't want to be caught; he's sure that sooner or later he'll get caught. Shizuo had caught him staring once, while he managed to fall flat on his arse when he tried to scramble for the raven- he thought Shizuo had gotten angry and was going to throw something when honestly, the brute had tugged something from the smaller ones hair- which caused Roppi to pale and run his hands through his hair. The sight of the ruffled locks left Tsukishima breathless, so he was spotted by the red eyed man who narrowed his gaze before turning to Shizuo and forgetting all about him. It left Tsukishima's heart skipping a beat, hurt.
"Then what would you want?" Shizuo leans back, but he's pulled in closer- closer, his body pressed firmly against Roppi's. He inhales; watches Roppi smile at him, watches white teeth come down on his lowerlip; tempted to bend down and take his mouth with his own.
"Uh- Ramen!" His hands latch onto the elders, tugs and their stumbling; but it's fine. One hand moves, grabs the back of Shizuo's neck and kisses his boyfriends lips and seals the deal between a moment of passion.
Tsukishima watches- aches. He doesn't understand why he can't be the one Roppi wants. He needs to understand. Fixing his scarf; he debates if he should go and speak up- demand to know why Roppi chose Shizuo over him. Why someone who never saw him break down; never seen him sleep peacefully; suffer and hate himself? Tsukishima had been so much- and Shizuo was nothing.
It was a dark truth, Tsukishima swallowed. He closes his eyes; exhales. Hates Shizuo
Some part of him wants to kill him.