This is my first ever fanfic, it will be updated each time I finish a chapter (new updates are planned to be each 2 days) Please comment if you have any suggestions or improvements, please be honest when suggesting. It will mainly be Mikasa's POV but im still deciding if I will do some chapters with Sasha's POV, I Know there are a lot of spelling mistakes, but this is a very half completed work, I may update it depending how popular it is.

Mikasa lied awake, her eyes studied the old and rough wood above her, and she kept shifting her position on the bed, trying to fall asleep. But how could she fall asleep with the same thought consuming her mind, tearing her from the Darkness of sleep, All she could think about was her encounter 5 days ago.

It just lingered In her mind
Her dreams were just a constant replay of that moment, each one piercing deeper Into her soul, tearing her from the veil of reality.
She remembered how his voice sounded, his voice didn't have the usual hateful or vengeful tone that he used when he was angry, that was he usually spoke.
It had a soft and caring tone, A Loving Tone.
But the most important part of the encounter, was how he focused on her.
For once in her life, He had focused on her. Mikasa Ackerman. Not titans. Not Armin. Not Levi. Not Annie. He had focused on HER, and every beautiful aspect about her.
She remembered it perfectly, the precious words he uttered.
"Mikasa...I..Love...You"
Those words, repeated in her head day after day.

Whenever she relived that moment, she felt his loving bliss cascading over her.
After her he had said those words, she felt possessed by her love for him. Each time she saw him, she wanted to run up to him and lock him in her embrace, kiss him with all the passion she had bottled up for years, give him the love she needed so desperately to give.
But she couldn't; because she wasn't his lover.
She was mikasa, the quiet girl that only cared about eren and his safety, But not Eren's safety, the safety of the angry sad Boy, The boy who could transform into a Titan, The safety of the savior of Humankind.
While the titans still existed, there was no Eren Jaeger, There was only Eren Jaeger, the human weapon, wielded by his hate for titans and his anger, Trained by the scout regiment, Only sheathed by mikasa and Armin Occasionally.
But she didn't want to love this Human Weapon, who had been branded with the name Eren jaeger, to try to give off the false impression of a human being.
She wanted to love the Real Eren, the Eren that had been her companion, her friend, the person she had sworn she would protect from his anger and hate.
But while he still had that un-quenchable anger, there could be no Real Eren, there could be only the Human Weapon Eren Jaeger.

Mikasa had been so consumed in her rage of thoughts, she hadn't noticed how tired she was, although she didn't want to stop her torrent of thinking, the strong grip of sleep strangled her and forced her to retreat behind the curtain of blackness of sleep. In a few minutes she drifted into an Uneasy and Cautious sleep.

I Hope you guys enjoyed that, Please leave feedback/improvements I could work on :D