The water gently kissed his face. He felt the dirt wanishing from his skin. Down into the sewers were it belonged. Lawrenc forgot were he were, what he had done. Nothing. The shower washed away his toughts, his personality.
He weren´t the Lawrenc who had take Adam, he weren´t the Lawrenc who had made Adam scream and fade away. It were like he had been reaborn. He looked down on his feet.
"Mabey Adam´s right" he thougt "mabey I´m a big fat perv, I mean... it´s kind of pervert just that I´m doing it whit someone younger than me, but a guy!!!". He closed his eyes and a smile played over his lips.
"But I can´t help it, I allways got turned on when I´m whit Adam, even down in the hell hole... when I tought that we were never going to escape, I were attracted to him". He listened after stepps, but he didn´t hear anything. He looked on the mirror. He didn´t se Doctor Lawrenc Gordon, who worked at the hospital and helped sick little children, who had a wife, a daughter, a car and a house.
He saw a weet man whit eyes burning of passion, a man in a department, a man who loved another man.
The water went cold.
"FUCK!!!". He screamde and jumped out of the shower. A laughter. He turned around. Adam were standing right behind him.
"Sorry Doc, I just had myself a glass of water". Lawrenc grined.
"You´re a devil" he said. Adam smiled.
"Wow Doc, you really have a good body, nice and musculated". Lawrenc felt how he blushed and he grabbed a towl that he drapped himself in. Adam giggled.
"You had no problem showing me it for five hours ago".
"Uh... about that Adam". He nearly dropped the towl.
"Yes doc... what about that, weren´t I good?". Lawrens sighted. Adam smiled, whit a sad look on his face.
"I take that as a yes doc". He turned around to go back to the bathroom.
"I knew it" Adam tought "I couldn´t satisife him when I were on top, he´s dissapointed whit me and now it´s over". Right after that, he felt two arms around him and two lips who kissed his neck. Lawrec warm breath.
"No, you were wounderful Adam". The arms held a littel harder and Lawrenc weet head feel down on Adams shoulder.
"Pleas, don´t leave me, don´t go from me, I´m right here for you... I´ll do anything you want...". Adam smiled.
"Doc, let go of me now". Lawrenc arms dissapeard. Adam turned around.
"It wont work, don´t you understand that?". Lawrenc felt that he were going to brush into tears.
"But I want it to work" he mumbled. Adam sighted.
"Doc... may I ask you for something".
The raidio played "Underneath your cloths". They smiled and drank the red wine that Adam brought. They sat on the clif just outside the town. They had drived there in the middle of the night. Adam smiled and laid down on the ground.
"It´s so silent" he whispered.
"Yeah, it really is".
"Just like down there". He felt Lawrenc head on his shoulder.
"Yeah...". Silence. Just the sounds of the night. The deep, mighty sound of the night.
"Doc".
"Yes?".
"I.. just wanted to check...".
"I´ts okey Adam, I understand". Silence.
"You sure it will...".
"Yupp".
"No pain?".
"No pain, do you feel dissy?".
"Yeah, kind of".
"That´s the only thing you´re going to feel, I promise". Silence. Lawrenc arms around him.
"Adam".
"Yes Doc".
"I love you".
"I love you to Doc".
As the sun rised, the sleeping pills begun to work, and the lowing couple went to there last sleep togheter.