All I had ever known was pain. It seemed like it would never end... Like I was doomed to be this way forever. My never ending screams of terror and pain as my blood hit the floor. I tried to get way but it was close to impossible. He would say he was sorry and then it would just move in a cycle. I was covered in bruises and cuts and was afraid to even sleep. I knew what was going to happen if I didnt get help but for me nothing seemed to work. Now that I look back i am glad that Venna had decided to show up that day. She heard everything, called the police. She saved my life and i couldnt thank her enough. I spent months in the hospital for my wounds and they got me theropy. The day when they told me he was put in jail was the happiest I had ever been in the last two years. Once I was better they moved my things and myself to Venna's house so i could have a place to stay and have the support I needed.

Now as I stand here Im much healtheir than I was three years ago. The only thing left are the scars and the memories. I have the occasional nightmere but thats it. I looked up as Venna walked into the living room setting down another suitcase. ''Thats the last of it'' She smiled flipping her green hair away from her hazel eyes. I smiled at her and nodded.

My name is Robin Evans. I am twenty seven years old with long strait black hair and blue eyes. Its clear to see that I've been through alot but I'm fine now. I know that he can't hurt me anymore but I just can't bring myself to trust anyone oter than my friends and family.

Venna and i have been friends since we were little were like sisters. Shes always been there for me and I will continue to be there for her. Anyways, we had won this contest thing where we got to spend the next two months touring with Blood on the Dance Floor. I didnt even know that she had signed us up for it until two days ago when they called my phone saying that we had won. it was like a dream come true and Venna said it might help me truelly forget about all the pain that trey had caused me and let me move on. So we pakcked our things and they should be here any minute now.

''You got everything Robbie?'' She chirped. ''Yeah'' I said. She smiled and nodded. We both shared smiles as the door bell rang and we practically fought eachother to the door. Shoving her back a little i yanked the door open and smiled brightly. ''Hi'' Dahvie said looking at us with an eyebrow raised. We were lening against each other and still shoving. ''Hi, Im Robbie and this is my best friend Venna, were really excited to be touring with you... as you can probaly tell'' I blushed. ''Just a little'' Jayy said.

They lead us onto the bus as they got some others to put our bags on the bus then we were off. ''So where are we going first?'' Venna asked sitting next to me on the couch. ''Denver, hope you brought something warm'' Jayy said leaning against a chair Dahvie was sitting in. ''Yeah, it's snow covered compared to here in ScottsDale'' Dahvie added. ''Of course, she always tells me to expect the unexpected and made me pack some crap i probaly wont need'' I smirked poking Venna's side. ''Hey! You'll thank me one of these days when youre freezing your ass off'' She growled. I smiled and rolled my eyes. This was going to be a long to months.

A few hours later I sat on the couch in my pj's with a drawing pad on my lap and my i-pod with one headphone in listening to The Right To Love and drawing. I looked up as Dahvie sat next to me. ''You're really good at that'' He smiled. ''Oh, thank you, it's just something I do to calm down and relax'' I smiled and looked down at the drawing. It was of a snow covered forest but it wasnt anywhere near done.

I had always been into things like singins and writing but mostly drawing. It was just one of those things that released stress you know? It was home theropy for me and it made me feel good.

I looked up from my drawing and gasped. Dahvie was right there. Our faces less than two inches apart, lips almost touching. I got startled and scooted away standing up and gathering my things.

''Um.. it's getting late, I should go to bed now, wouldnt wanna be tired for tomorrow, so I'll see you in the morning yeah? Okay! Night!'' I squeaked and ran to the room given to me. I slammed the door behind me and took a deep breath. After putting my things away I turned off the light and climbed into the nice soft bed and snuggled in for the night.

The last thing to go through my mind before I fell asleep was 'Dahvie almost kissed me' Then I fell into a deep sleep.

Well heres that first chapter :) What do you guys think? ^-^