Those Ever Present feelings
Chapter One- What a day…
Quinn was not impressed. Well, to be honest, she did not impress easily, and today was NOT her day.
"What do you want Man-Hands?" Quinn barked, turning to face the petite brunette. Rachel had been annoying her ever since her first period that day, with her incessant questions and nattering.
"Quinn, I have been trying to get to know you better! You know, understand you, how your mind works, see the wheels inside your subconscious turn!"
"Well, Don't."
"Why not?"
Quinn sighed. Ever since Beth had been born and she had mellowed out slightly, Rachel had pretty much been tripping all over herself trying to get close to the Ex Head Cheerleader. Quinn didn't particularly mind as Rachel wasn't all that bad, but some days she was absolutely insufferable.
"Hello, Earth to Quinn…?" Rachel was trying to get her attention yet again.
"Oh sorry Rachel, I must have zoned out for a second there. Hey, do you want to continue this conversation after Glee this afternoon? Maybe at the Lima Bean?" Quinn blurted out without even thinking.I am so going to regret this later…Quinn thought to herself.
"Oh Quinn, what a delightful idea! One of my dads was supposed to pick me up after school but I can call them to tell them I will be hanging out with a friend after school! Maybe we can have a coffee! Well of course we can have coffee because that would be the whole point of going to the Lima Bean…" Rachel was excited and started rambling.
There we go... Already started to regret this…Quinn's inner monologue started up again. How do I always seem to get myself into these situations? It's not like you mind there Fabray, you and I both know if she could keep her mouth shut for more than 5 seconds she would be perfect.
"So, Quinn, I'll see you in Glee!" Rachel said, already moving away from the Blonde.
"Okay..." Quinn murmured, watching the brunette walk away, hating the feeling of dread in the pit of her stomach that she always gets at the sight of Rachel walking away from her.
Quinn started off down the crowded halls of McKinley High, towards her next class.
All the way through her AP Physics Class her mind was clouded with thoughts of Rachel. She was looking forward to Glee, to hear her favourite sound in the world, Rachel's voice.
"Mr Schue! I would like to sing if I may?" Rachel's voice rang out in the choir room before anyone had a chance to even get comfortable.
Could you whisper in my ear
The things you want to feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it comin'
Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Yeah we're gonna let it slide
Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you
Don't suppose I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I can exchange
I'll live around it
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Mmmmm slide
And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh May do you wanna get married
Or run away...Yeah
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Rachel had been trying to avoid looking at anyone in particular, but somehow her eyes kept coming to rest on Quinn. She had almost lost herself looking into those deep pools of hazel, and almost lost her place in the song, but she was a better performer than that.
What am I thinking? Gosh Rachel get it together! You just agreed to a coffee, it's not a date! Or is it? OH MY GOD IS IT A DATE? No it's not a date. Rachel pull yourself together! It's NOT a date. The ex Head Cheerleader date you? I highly doubt it. She probably wants to humiliate me in public and has decided to make it worse by arranging it for outside of school!
By the end of Glee, Rachel had mentally worked herself up so much she was thinking about ditching Quinn and just going home. Instead she looked up and behind her at those Hazel eyes and she decided to go. She steeled herself to be prepared for anything Quinn could throw at her.
A/N
This is my first FF story- I do not Own Glee ( I WISH)
I do not have a beta so all mistakes are my own- Please read and review if you like (no pressure, no none at all!)
