This story takes place during season 1. Everything is the same, except Dan and Serena never got back together during the summer. Also Dan is not gossip girl and instead they never find out who it is.

Serena stared at the white stick for ages. The pink line down the middle made her feel uneasy and faint. She continued to pace around the bathroom when she heard footsteps behind her. She was pregnant and only 17. She didn't know what to do.

"Serena?"

She turned around to see her Grandmother, Cece standing behind her. Serena didn't say anything. Instead she spent the next 10 minutes bawling in her Grannies arms.


Dear Dan Humphrey,

I love you more than anything else in the world. You are the reason that I wake up in the morning, you changed me into a decent person and I adore you for that. Im Pregnant. I know its complicated but I want you to understand that I can do this on my own if I come to it. Please go an live your dreams! I'm going to Paris, bye Dan. If you need me then I'll attach my address.

Serena has spent the previous weeks trying to decide what to say. Instead she didn't say anything at all. She packed her bags and left. Cece promised to pass her note over. Serena decided that she would give Dan the choice to stick by her and thats why she sent the letter. Although what Serena didn't know was that Cece was up to old games.

Serena spent the first few months of her pregnancy hidden inside her apartment in Paris. She hoped for Dan to answer but nothing ever came. Until one day it did.

Dear Serena,

I'm sorry but I'm not ready to be a dad.

That's all it said and it broke her heart. Serena Van Der Wooden just disappeared. Nobody in her family knew where she was. They had private investigators and all their friends looking for her. She had literally fallen off the edge of the earth. Serena had her baby girl and then moved to London where they lived for 2 years.


3 years since she left.

Serena was determined to move back to New York. It was her home and she wanted it to be the same for her own daughter. Now 3 years later, Serena is back in town with her daughter Anna Elizabeth Humphrey.