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Chapter 1 – Go to hell.

RPOV

In an undertone, I murmured, "This isn't over. I won't give up on you."
"I've given up on you," he said back, voice also soft. "Love fades. Mine has."

Great. Fantastic really. The love of my life just rejected me. But you know what, I am not going down without a fight. I am angry. No, scratch that. I'm fuming. How dare he say that? I travelled half way across the world looking for an answer. An answer that brought Dimitri back to his original form. Yet, all the credit goes to Lissa. I know I should be proud of her for staking a Strigoi. But not when I was the one who made it happen. Well, if I am going down, I will make sure that I go down Rose Hathaway-Style.

"Woah, what the hell do you mean 'Love fades. Mines has'?!" I screamed. I didn't care if I was in the church or somewhere else. I had a point to prove.

"I mean that I don't love you anymore" Dimitri replied in a calm tone.

I can't take it anymore. First Lissa and now him. Enough. I've had enough of this.

"You know what? To hell with you and your damn ego. The least you could do is at least thank me for travelling half across the world to save you. I hate you!" I screamed as walked off. I was angry and pissed off.

"Roza-"

"No! Don't you dare call me that and don't even think about coming after me. You lost the right of calling me that". Tears were streaming down my cheeks at this point.

I stomped off. Through the bond I could hear Lissa asking me if I was alright. I knew she was watching me. I just shook my head.

As I rounded the corner, I ran into none other than Christian.

"What do you want Pyro?" He looked shocked at seeing 'the' Rose Hathaway crying.

"Are you crying? Hey hey, don't cry" Christian and I had grown closer and earned respect for each other after what happened in Spokane. He plays the big brother kind of role in my life.

"What happened?" I could tell that he was worried.

"Nothing, I'm fine". I said in an even tone while wiping away my tears.

"Are you sure? Come on, I'll walk you back to your room". Christian replied. I could tell that he was worried about me. It's not everyday that you get to see me cry.

"So, what happened? Don't say no because I'm smart enough to understand that something is up and you wont unconditionally". I didn't want to worry him. Since his aunt, Tasha was caught in the case of murdering the Queen. Its horrible really. Well, he got me there. So, I told him everything. He also knew about my relationship with Dimitri. Not that Lissa told him, but he guessed. Damn, I should've been more careful.

"Wow, look, I'm really sorry on behalf of Lissa. She's just stressed. Give her time. That also goes for Dimitri".

"I don't think I can give anyone of them anymore time. Since Dimitri was changed, all I've wanted was for him to forget about the past and just hold me in his arms". My voice broke at the end.

Christian pulled me closer and let me cry into his chest.

We continued walking until we reached my room.

"Thanks for listening to me Fire boy. It feels a lot better. Please don't tell Lissa".

"Its alright Rosie, what are friends for?" He smirked "Don't, worry, I wont tell her".

"Thanks. Bye"

"Bye"

With that he left. Lissa and me usually share a room while we are the Court. But she moved in with Sparky. I was fine with that. Especially after what happened today. I was angry and I needed to blow off some steam. I changed into a blue tank top and black shorts. After I doing my hair in a messy bun, I ran out to the gym.

Thankfully, there weren't many people. About 2-3 guardians. Must be my lucky day. Usual the gym is packed.

I got up to a punching bag, put in my headphones and cranked up the volume. Then it was just the punching bag and me. Ironically I was listening to 'Not Afraid' by Eminem.

I started punching the bag. And I just kept on punching with not a worry in the world. I was pissed off at everything.

I was punching the bag so hard that the guardians were now staring at me. Shocked. I just glared at them. They have no idea what they are getting themselves into.

After doing some stretches I started running around the field. Around my 11th round, I saw figure next to me.

The aftershave hit me like a train. Good god, not again. I sped up my pace. I could see him in peripheral vision.

Dimitri caught my arm and spun me around to face him. Those chocolate brown eyes that I love. Anyone can easily get lost in the depth of those eyes.

"Roza, please just listen to me". He begged. I don't like it when he begs me. Ugh.

"What the hell do you want? And I've already told you before that DON'T call me that. Its Rose or Guardian Hathaway". I said without any hesitation.

"Rose, I'm only trying to distance from you for own good. I hate myself for what I did to you".

"I've already forgiven you! I don't care what happened in the past. I want start all over again! Why is it so hard for you to understand?" Tears were threatening to fall. I turned and ran away. I just ran. I didn't care where I was going. I just ran.

I could see Dimitri still standing there, staring at me. I could see pain and regret in those eyes. Good, he deserves that.

I was in front of the gym when I smelt cigarettes and alcohol. I knew Adrian had to be here somewhere.

"Looking for me, Little Dhampir?" Adrian said with a smirk. I've always known that Adrian loves me. And I hate myself for not being able to return that love. He will do anything for me and I know that. He deserves someone better than. Someone who can love him. Adrian figured out about my relationship with Dimitri in less than 24 hours of meeting him.

Adrian probably saw my eyes were red and puffy from crying. "Little Dhampir, what happened? Why are you crying? It was Dimitri wasn't it? Jesus Christ that-"

"Adrian calm down. Its fine. Really" I could tell that he was pissed off and angry.

"No Rose, you travelled half way across the world, freed a prisoner to bring back that bastard. And all he does is break your heart over and over again". Adrian said with real anger. He looked damn scary. I think I'm scared. "Come on, tell me what he said. I'm gonna teach him a lesson!"

I didn't have a choice. I had to tell him. Adrian knows more about me than Lissa does. Who knew this was going to happen?

"Love fades mine has, huh? He should be an actor. So much drama" He chuckled.

I genuinely smiled. It's been a long time since I smiled.

We walked back to my room. I thanked him for everything. For being there for me. I started crying. Again

"Not again Little Dhampir". I could tell that he was getting nervous. He probably hasn't dealt with girls crying before I guess.

Adrian said that he was going to meet me tonight. 'Meet me tonight' meant meet me in my dreams. I didn't object. With that he left.

After he left, I let myself cry. I cried and cried until I fell asleep.