CATEGORY - MADE OF HONOR
RATING - K
THEMES - ROMANCE/ANGST
PAIRING - HANNAH/TOM
TITLE - IF ONLY YOU COULD LOVE ME
DESCRIPTION - A LETTER TO THE MAN SHE TRULY LOVES WRITTEN THE DAY OF HER WEDDING TO COLIN
DEDICATED TO A SECRET MAN ;) HABISHKA XXX
To the only man I ever loved,
I know I'm writing this to you a little late and I know there is no hope that you could ever feel the same way about me as I do about you. I love you so very much!
If only you could love me like I love you. You can't even see me, can you? Will I only ever be a friend in your eyes? Will you always treat me like one of the boys? The knowledge that you won't ever kiss me burns my heart.
I don't love Colin, I love you Tom. I wish you could love me and mean it like I do.
In my dreams it is us who are to be wed today. I can see you in my mind's eye as I walk towards you, as you slide the ring upon my slender finger and kiss me as your wife. That will remain in my mind's eye and not in reality. If only you could love me.
I can't wait forever for a man who will never love me.
I am forever yours, and will be forever sorry for never telling you the truth.
Love always
Hannah
As she wrote the letter it became tear stained. She fixed her make-up and left the room to be wed. Throwing the heartfelt truth in the trash can on the way out, along with her shattered and totured heart.