Immortalis by asesina

A/n: I'm not sure where this came from. I think that I had a dream about something similar… odd.

It's from the point of view of a female demon who had some fleeting feelings for Dean while he was in hell. Not intended to be a DeanOC fic, just a one sided thing. The demon laments the fact that Dean is mortal and that he will only be around for a short time.

Disclaimer: Eric Kripke owns Supernatural.

He's not going to live long. I can tell just by looking at him.

It's such a shame, really. Humans already have such pathetically short lives, and he will
live only a third as long as the average man.

Pity, that.

I don't know what it is about him, but I wish that he could live forever.

I can't decide if I would love him or consume him, but I long to possess him.

I know that his fate is dark and perilous, but I don't know how his story will end.

I'm not a member of the heavenly host, so I'm not privy to that kind of information.

However, I do wish that I could pluck him from the face of the earth and hide him from the wrath of Heaven and the fire of Hell.

Dean was down here for a while.

It almost destroyed him, but he was pulled from the pit by that traitorous fool Castiel.

Castiel has no place in Heaven or Hell. He is a loner with his own his own agenda.

He stole Dean from me.

Dean was fast on his way to become like us...

And like me.

For an instant, I felt a twinge of guilt over his transformation.

The pity was short-lived, of course.

I knew that we could never be together if he was still a human.

My fascination was over as soon as it began. It soon devolved into disbelief and disgust that I could feel such things. I felt my old humanity shining through, and I fought it off.

I didn't want to feel again. It had been far too long.

I was a fool for looking into his eyes.

I was a fool to think of him as anything other than a filthy, weak mortal.

It's not that bad, though.

I am already learning to hate him, and it's easy to be consumed with hate around here.

This can't hurt for that long.

I do have an eternity to get over him.

End.

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