Him

There is something about

him, a certain grace that

I lack, a certain grace

that I long to make mine.

I trust his every word,

my life is in his hands,

Why do I trust him so?

he will belong to me.

I hang on every word

he says, it is as though

I am in a trance when

he utters a single word.

My heart quickens at

the thought of him, when

I see him, it is as though

my calm has turned him

Away, or is it just me?

he does not love me…