disclaimer: i dont own Ginny or Sirius. or any other charactor.
There was always talk.
About Ginny young baby.
Some say it was Harry's but a some say it was mine - Sirius blacks- you believe that. I mean of course the kids mine. His smile and his eyes are defiantly mine, James . Sure he does look like you but we always did look alike James.
She loves me-Ginny- you can see it in her eyes. No one, not even harry can give her pleasure the way I do.
Oh James I'm so old and she so young. What I'm I to do? If people found out. What would there do to her and the baby? I'd look after them the best I can, but I cant even go out of this miserable house.
Gin brings the baby round every weekend, we're like a family. Until her family all come round with Harry. Oh James I'm jealous of my godson. What am I to do?
She will be bound by marriage, soon. I should be happy. But I'm not. It should be me. Me and her. Me, gin and the baby James. We're more family then any thing.
Not only bound by a baby but by a promise , a silent promise to always be there for each other.
Now look. I'm dead and she's not. I can see her. She cant see me.
I watched it all, how she cried in her room for night on end after every one else stopped there short Mourn for Sirius black. It wasn't till one night she had one hand on her rounder tummy, and asked
" oh, Sirius what am I to do. I miss you so much all of you and our baby wont know its father propel, what am I to do?"
She and Harry were together and she manage to keep the baby hidden. She gave birth too, many peoples surprise -including harry who didn't know she was pregnant- James Sirius potter. Ginny insisted on Sirius.
Now here we are. Sat on a grassy hill at night, all I want to do is hold her, she so strong. But I cant. I just go through her. I don't think she knows I still care. But I do. I do care.
She still cries but not every night.
Oh, what do I do James?
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