An: Hey! I recently got into the show Victorious and it is AMAZING!
But I have totally been shipping the Tori and Beck relationship so here is a story that has them as the main couple, as you've all probably guessed my thing is hurt/comfort. So without needing to go further *TRIGGER WARNING* for pretty much this entire story. Without further ado enjoy!
Tori's POV-
I sat in bed tears streaming down my face as I tried to block the image of Beck and Jade kissing, why would my mind be so torturous to me? Why would it constantly show me these images?
I sigh as I stand up and stretch, resisting the urge to flop back in bed. I wipe my tears away and put on a smile. No one can know about my feelings for Beck, especially not Jade. God definitely not Jade, she would kill me. I look over at the time 7.40, I need to leave by 8.15 at the latest or I'll be late for class. I walk across my room to my dressing table stripping as I do, I stare at myself in the mirror atop it. Why am I so... Disgusting? My breasts are too small and my stomach is too large and my thighs are like a bloody elephants.
Putting on my jeans and grabbing my long sleeved shirt I put them on as quickly as possible, not wanting anyone to walk in for what I'm about to do, I lock my door going back to my dressing table opening the top drawer and pulling out my razor, before I even do it I start to regret it but it's the only way for me to forget about Beck long enough to not tell him for a full day. Rolling up my sleeve and holding the razor to my wrist I do two long slices, sighing as it happened. Momentarily forgetting Beck and Jade and the image of them together.
As I opened my eyes and I come crashing back to reality and I sighed again, the problem is that they ARE together and there is nothing I can do to change that. Grabbing some tissues and sopping up the blood until it stopped bleeding enough that it wouldn't show if I put my sleeve back down, which I did.
"TORI! BREAKFAST IS READY!" Trina? Breakfast? What? Trina made me breakfast?! That never happens, not since before she... Now I'm worried, what's she gonna do? What did she make? "TORI! NOW!" Shit she's angry.
Running down the stairs I see her by the stove mixing something, "uh, hey Trina," I say this warily as Trina looks at me with a sickly sweet smile.
"Oh hey Tori, come eat breakfast! I made something special just. For. You." Crap, I don't like this. I slowly walk towards the bowl on the table where Trina had put some of this mystery food.
"Uh what is it?" Trina snaps her head up obviously angry with me,
"It's food! And your gonna eat it and be happy!" Closing my eyes trying to calm my nerves, I begrudgingly pick up the spoon and put it my mouth promptly spitting it out again.
"Trina! What did you just feed me?!" She looks murderous and I realised at this moment that I just really fucked up, "uh I mean, yum?" Her look didn't change not even a little. She walked from where she was standing holding the hot spoon still with a murderous glint in her eyes.
She was then standing next to me and she slapped me in the face, "you will either eat this or not eat anything today you ungrateful bitch!" She then proceeded to press the steaming hot spoon to my face, screaming in ecstasy as Trina then punched me in the ribs. "Ok! Ok! Trina! I'll eat it! I'm sorry!"
"Good," she smirked at me and walked away, throwing me a cold rag. Begrudgingly I eat the whole thing of the disgusting food that Trina made me, all the while pressing the cool rag to my burn. When I was finished she looked at me expectantly, "thank you Trina for making me breSakfast," she smiled in acceptance, "before we go to school though may I go brush my teeth?"
"Uh yea sure you probably would want to get the taste of blended cockroach out of your mouth anyway," bl-blended cockroach?! I JUST ATE BLENDED COCKROACH?! I forced a smile and walked into the bathroom upstairs forcing myself to throw up in the toilet. "TORI GET IN THE CAR NOW!" Quickly grabbing some concealer to cover up the burn on my face in the car I ran downstairs to see a very pissed of Trina.
"Great now because of you we are going to be late!" She storms up to me kicking my ankle causing me to stand on my other foot. "Uh whatever, we got to get to class! Come on slut!" Putting my head down in shame I follow her out to the car. This is going to be a great day I can just tell.
We got to school Trina eventually taking over my concealer job because in her words 'I'm just at bad at makeup as I am at singing.' Which is a load of bullshit but hey I choose life! "Oh and Tori?," I look at her and nod, afraid to talk, "no food ok? Don't think I don't know that you didn't throw up the breakfast I made you. I am going to be NICE to you and make that your only punishment ok? NO FOOD TODAY! Or else."
I really didn't want to know what else meant so I just smiled and nodded. "Kay Tori! See you this afternoon!"
Sighing I limp over to my locker opening it slamming my books inside and slamming it shut. "Hey Tori!" I jump a little until I realise that it's only Andrè "what's up with your ankle girl?" I have a feeling that I just got as white as a sheet, everything is cold it takes me a while to conjure up a good enough lie.
"Oh! Uh I-I t-tripped on the way in and twisted it, nothing bad." Nodding his head he started to say something when Jaide and Beck interrupted.
"Hey Tori, what's with the limping?" Beck's concerned brown eyes staring into my own dull brown eyes,
"why do you care?" Jade snapped suspiciously, sighing Beck turned to her and said, "Because she is my friend," he says this slowly as if talking to a scared cat. Rolling her eyes and glaring at me she lets it go.
"... Anyway to answer Becks question she just twisted it a little on the way in." As Andrè finished talking a bunch of girls walked passed flirtatiously looking at Beck and whispering behind their hands to each other, undoubtably talking about Beck, Jade having none of that wrapped her hands around his neck and kissing him passionately, the girls glaring at Jade scampered away, but me feeling like my heart just shattered in my cheats I was barely holding back tears I said with my voice thick, "Uh I'll be right back guys." Running into the janitors closet just trying to control my tears, subconsciously I start to scratch my wrist and slowly but surely I started to calm down.
"Hey Tori are you ok?" I almost jumped out of my skin when I heard Beck behind me, please please don't notice my cuts, please.
"Uh yea I'm f-fine." My voice still thick with tears and shaking slightly with nervousness.
"No your not, come here," slowly I turned around to see Beck standing there with his arms open in a hugging gesture, "come on." Letting a new wave of tears come down I jump into his arms dying for the comfort he was bound to give me. "What's wrong Tori?" What's wrong he asks? What's wrong? I'm hugging him and I am in love with him and he has a girlfriend, not to mention my maniac sister who burns me and who has possibly broken my ankle. Ha! What's wrong?! More like what's right!
"Tori look at me," so I do, BIG mistake. "Oh my god Tori what happened to your face?!"
Soo what do ya think? Horrible? Not horrible? Want to see more? Don't want to see more? You get to decide in the review! Just let me know!