Sorry Is Just A Word, a hannah montana fanfic

Inspired from the preview of this Sunday's Living The Dream where he is talking about Before the Storm and Miley. Nick's POV.

I'm sorry. I really don't know what else to say. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I should have been there more. I should have worked harder. I should have held you closer, kissed you longer, told you I loved you more. I loved you. I loved you in a way I will never be able to love anyone else. I've tried to. God knows, I've tried so hard.

I'm sorry for our first fight. I shouldn't have decided I had time to take a nap. I should have set the alarm. I shouldn't have been over an hour late. But, it was an accident. I would never, ever purposely forfeit spending time with you.

I'm sorry for all the words I can't take back. I'm sorry for the times when I could not control my temper, for the times I exploded at you simply because you were there when no one else was. I didn't realize how lucky I was.

I'm sorry for not being there. When you needed me, when you needed anyone, I was far away, making my own dreams come true. I should have been there. I unconsciously turned my back, pushed by my own selfish dreams and desires.

I'm sorry for all the unspoken words. There were so many phrases that itched to pass through my lips, to tell you how much I needed you, how much I cared, how grateful I was that you found me. And that night, when we finally faced our problems, and I couldn't bring myself to say what I needed to say.

I'm sorry for that night. I should have wiped away your tears. I should have held you in my arms and told you it was all going to be okay. But I didn't know either. I didn't know what was going to happen. I didn't know what I wanted.

I'm sorry I let you walk away. I didn't realize that if I lost you, I wouldn't ever get you back. I didn't realize how valuable you were until I lost you. I should have made us talk, I should have worded all the thoughts that bounced around in my head, all the reasons for us to stick it out.

I'm sorry I broke your heart. I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to let you down. All I ever wanted was to be your prince charming. I failed. I don't know if I ever believed I could be your everything. I don't deserve you.

I'm sorry for being selfish. I'm sorry for trying to get you back. I have no right. You should move on, be happy, and find the man who can be everything you need. I still don't believe anyone is deserving of you. If you would let me, I think I could be him. I would try so hard. I'm sorry for saying this. It's selfish of me to think that you should ever take me back after what I put you through, after how I hurt you.

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