The room was dark , the lengthy man sat in bed contemplating what his life and become over the past month since leaving the heap of garbage they called Plastic Beach.

Where he was imprisoned by his so called friend Murdoc Niccals.
Murdoch was his only friend besides Russell and noodle. There were lots of girls that wanted to be his "friends"
But ... he lost his train of thought as he did from time to time... There are also lots of girls that "loved" him too .

But he only loved two people in his whole life and both of them were taken away by Murdoc, the first ones name was Paula cracker which definitely hurt but not compared to the second time
Which was the worst pain he has ever felt in his life he looked back on the events that led to his current state of melancholy.

April 17th noodles birthday

Being the eccentric he was Murdoc through a huge party for her birthday he had booze , food and he invited all of our past collaborates . Del , snoop dog , jamie Hewlett and Damon Albarn from blur who was a personal friend of Murdoc's. He even got Sir Paul McCartney and Ringo Starr to perform at the party they even did one of our songs I was amazed The Beatles did one of our songs ! It was the best party I've ever been to and I am 2d!

After the party Murdoc took damon,noodz and jamie to a pub Russell was passed out already and I was drunk before they left . The sore came back in the early morning hours and they all decided to go to bed in various spots in the house. Damon slept in the studio in a chair Jamie ended up sleeping in my room but noodle slept in Murdoc's room .

Which would have pissed rush off to begin with but to add to insult they ended up having sex which would come to destroy the family we call the Gorillaz for Russell at least but for now the only people that knew about it were murdoc and noodle, jamie and me . Jamie had no problem with it he used to share a flat with a man who would have blatant sex almost every week .

But for me it was the worst thing I ever heard in my life I didn't even get outta bed that day every time I heard noodles voice or Murdoc's laugh it was like getting kneed in the stomach Murdoc knew I loved her and for him to do that was almost unforgivable.

I finally decided to get up to get something to eat as I walk through the kitchen I noticed Murdoc and noodle sitting on the couch very close to each other nearly snogging. I had never felt such a feeling in my life half of me wanted to punch Murdoch and the other half wanted to cry. All I know is that my so called friend yet again stole my love.

A few months had passed and I was starting to come around but then I got the bad news from noodle. that she was pregnant The two we're about to parent a child and add a new member to the Gorillaz this news caused Russell to leave the band and travel back to New York. when the child was finally born I had never felt more sad in my life putting me in my current state of melancholy. with the only thing keeping me sane is my melodica .

Finally I had to see the child that sent me into my depressed state I walked out to the living room to see the child sitting on the ground playing with his blocks he had black hair emerald green eyes and olive skin it was everything I loved about noodle and Murdoc's Skin .

As I stood there staring at the child noodle walked up from behind "me his name is Stuart you know" the fact that they name their child after me made me feel a little less sad the fact that they realize what they had done to me unintentionally eventually I came back to my normal self going back to hanging out with Murdoc,noodle and Stuart as he got older I gave him one of my melodicas and hopes that it would help him in his time of need as it had me

The end