I scowled at Shredder as he ordered me to go out with the buffoons Bebop and Rocksteady. Stalking out I hissed in displeasure as I griped" Hurry up you idiots! I can't believe this, I was the smartest person in school and now all I am good for apparently is following the orders of Shredder! How did my life get to this point?" I asked myself miserably "Hurry UP!" I shouted at the two idiots following me.
Looking back, I knew exactly how it had gotten to this point. I had fallen in with a bad crowd when I dated Joey who was now called Bebop. Looking up I barked harshly at the two idiots "I'm going somewhere! Tell Shredder and you'll pay!" Stalking away I ended up on the roof top staring at the sky, thinking of the last time you saw the turtles as friends and not enemies.
"Why aren't you with your buddies?" I hear a voice ask curiously. I jump up seeing Raphael and Michelangelo standing there. Smiling softly I explain "Maybe I don't want to do it anymore" I tell them truthfully. "You both and I know I am not made out to be a hero, or a villain. I'm stuck in the middle forever torn between both sides. I'm not brave like you after all, I'm only a scared little mouse". Raphael looked at Michelangelo before saying " So what? We made you our friend, and we need you. You know it's the right thing to do". I replied "I want to help you, to help everyone here, but Raphael and Michelangelo ... I'm not sure I can. I'm starting to think there's a reason why you get to be the heroes, and have the worship of the public , and I don't." I say about to cry.
Looking up I sang quietly
"Every day I watched you give your all to those in need
Every place we went you all make things better with your good deeds
You're all the one who saves the day of that, there's no doubt
You're all so strong,natural heroes, inside and out"
Thinking of the times I was able to be with them as friends, before I said those fateful words.
"But that's not who I am
Though it makes my heart break
That's not who I am
I don't have what it takes"
I smiled sadly out at the moon as I continued
"So today I caused
Nothing but trouble, can't you see
Every place we've gone I've been thinking only of me
I'm the one who let harm come
To all my old friends
I was wrong to think that I'm brave,
It was all just pretend
'Cause that's not who I am
Though it makes my heart break
That's not who I am
I don't have what it takes".
Michelangelo shook his head as he told me "But that's not true, (Y-N) . There's so many times I've seen you do the right thing". Looking up I ask sceptically, squashing the hope rising in me"You have?" . He replied "Yes. You rescued Master Splinter and Leo from Slash. You went after April when you thought she was taken by Casey. You even helped fix Irma and Baxter's friendship". I replied "I guess there were times when I put others first.". Raphael spoke then "Yes. You do have it in you, (Y-N)".
I listen then as Raphael sang
"You're the one I've counted on to stand by my side
You're so strong, a natural hero when you reach deep inside"
As he pulled me up gently Michelangelo continued as I pull out of his hold just watching
"'Cause that's just who you are
We all make mistakes
That's just who you are
You've got what it takes".
Staring at him I furiously wipe tears away from my face, continuing I finish
"Yes, that is who I am
I'll fix my mistake
And I'll come through, do all I'm meant to do
'Cause that is who I am"
As I finally finish I burst out crying, falling to my knees as I sob, looking up and smiling wetly as I say "Let's go save them shall we?".
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