Shadows settle on the place, that you left.
Delirious looked over his shoulder at the empty place on the bed, tears staining his cheeks. He looked for the sleeping form of his lover, his boyfriend, his...
His soulmate.
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness.
But there was nothing there, no imprint, no signs that he had ever been there. A broken sob left his lips as he put his face in his hands. "E-evan..." He whimpers slightly, he felt utterly destroyed. It was his fault...
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time.
Delirious glares at his boyfriend, he couldn't believe that Evan wasn't going to allow him on the heist. After all they went through together, he still wasn't letting him join, every other heist he had gone on.
Why wouldn't he let him go on this one?!
From the perfect start to the finish line.
"Why?! Why can I not come?! Do you think you're so much better than me, Vanoss?!" He snarled at him, jabbing his chest, he tried to keep the spewing words in, but they kept coming forth, dripping with venom. The look on Evan's face made him stop, a apology on his lips and he reached out to him...
And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones.
Evan felt like a truck hit him in the chest, pain blossomed across it and he stumbled back, feeling a liquid bubble up into his mouth. It tasted of copper.
He saw Delirious head towards him, his mask off and clown makeup smeared. His eyes were wide and his lips screaming Evan's name as the ground cracked underneath Vanoss, he looked at Delirious, his hands pushing the other back as the ground gave way underneath the owl-masked man, dropping him into the ocean.
'Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs.
Water was suddenly around him, pushing down at him from all sides, he swam towards the surface but the pain in his chest grew, and he sank under the waves. He struggled, but he became disorientated, up down, left right, nothing made any sense to him anymore. He clawed at the water hopelessly for leverage, for all he knew, he was pushing himself further down into the depths. His lungs screamed for air and Evan had to fight the best he could against his body's need for air.
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Desperation was getting to him, he couldn't hold on any longer. His tears mixed in with the water, along with the scarlet coming from him. A heavy blanket descended on him, crushing and horrible. He could hear his heart through his ears and his body took a breath, icy cold water flooded in, and he gagged as it filled his lungs.
Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong
Darkness began to fill his vision and he had begun to close his, seeing Delirious in front if him reaching out towards him. In the darkening moments, the water gave him what he wanted, his love. His lips mouthed out his boyfriend's name as he let the darkness drag him down.
The lovers that went wrong.
Jonathan. . .
We are the reckless
Vanoss reloaded his pistol throwing the empty clip behind him, before firing several shots towards the rival gang that was backing him and Delirious into a corner. The owl masked man looked at the hokey masked one when he had spoke. "Well, we are so fucked Vanoss. We got into real shit this time didn't we?"
We are the wild youth
"Hey, Delirious?" Delirious looked at him, feeling this wasn't really the time to talk. "What Vanoss?"
"If we get out of this alive, will you kiss me?"
"W-what?!"
Chasing visions of our futures
Evan honestly though that day he and Delirious were going to die, they were out of ammo and currently taking cover behind a crate of supplies. He looked at Delirious and opened his mouth to say something when he heard yelling and gunshots. He looked around the corner to the the crew in a gunfight with the rival gang. A strangled laugh left him as he turned towards Delirious, "Looks like we are gonna make it after all!" He frowns when his friend was silent, looking at him.
"Um, Del-" he was interrupted by Jonathan when he grabbed onto his jacket, yanking him forward to collide his lips with his. Evan let out a low groan of surprise before a wrapping his arms around him, kissing back.
One day we'll reveal the truth
Tyler blinked when he looked at Evan and Jonathan as they kissed, something flickered through his vision and his eyes widen at what he saw.
That one will die before he gets there.
Evan looked drenched in water, blood soaking his white shirt, Tyler rubs his eyes before looking again. Only to see that Evan looked normal.
Disheveled, but alive.
And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones.
"Tyler? Is something wrong? You look pale," Craig stopped beside him, resting a hand on one of his. Tyler blinks as he looked down at him, "I...I think I saw something..."
'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone.
"What, what did you see Tyler?"
Tyler interlaced his fingers with Craig's. "Something that is making me doubt if we should really keep doing these heists..."
We're setting fire to our insides for fun.
"Something's going to happen Craig, I can feel it."
"And I don't think any of us are ready for it..."
Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home
Delirious didn't feel anything other than the raw fear when he watched Evan fall into the sea. He scrambles forward, ignoring the yells of his friends as they chased after him, only the thought of getting his boyfriend out of the water spurred him to jump over the edge.
It was a flood that wrecked this home
The coldness of the water hit him like a bat to the chest, he shook a moment before diving under the water, looking around frantically. He saw red out if the corner of his eye and the spun around, seeing Evan sinking, his eyes closing.
No...
... and you caused it...
He swam towards him, reaching out towards him, meeting Evan's brown eyes before they closed.
Please...
... and you caused it...
He grabbed onto Vanoss, kicking his way up to the surface, taking in a long breath as he dragged the Asian man onto the shore, he could see the others heading their way, but he reaches out to Evan's pale body, pumping at his chest immediately.
Don't...
... and you caused it...
Delirious yanks off the owl mask, starting to try to breath air into his lover's flooded lungs. Tyler was yelling something but he couldn't hear anything other than his heart pounding in his ears. He couldn't feel anything but Vanoss's cold body beneath him. He felt hot tears run down his face and drip onto the still form underneath him. "Come on! Evan please!" He placed his mouth over his another time, yelling. "Baby, breathe for me!"
Take...
Well I've lost it all, I'm just a silhouette
Even coughed, and for a moment relief went through him. But then he saw the red coming out with the water from his mouth. "N-no!" He frantically tore Evan's shirt open, revealing the bullet wound underneath. The tears flowed endlessly as his blue eyes rose to meet brown ones.
Him...
Evan looked up at Delirious, one of his hands reaching out for him, cupping his cheek. Blood rose in his throat when he felt Delirious's hands grab him, pulling him to his chest a quiet sobs left him. "Jonathan..." He gasped out weakly, making to other man look at him.
Away...
A lifeless face that you'll soon forget
Evan leaned upwards, lips brushing against Delirious's before pressing against them. He was pulled closer as those lips kissed back in sorrow and desperation. The kiss tasted of the sea, of tears, and of blood. His eyes closed slowly as a soft whisper left him, fingers slipping from Jonathan's shoulders...
From...
My eyes are damp from the words you left
A cold realization went through Delirious when Evan went limp, he looked down at him, feeling how much colder the one in his arms felt. A shaky cry leaving his lips as his fingers clutched him closer to him. "E-evan please..." He whispered as he cupped his cheek with his free hand. "Please...don't to this to me..."
Me...
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.
'I love you Jonathan...'
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.
'Be happy for me...will you...?'
And if you're in love, then you are the lucky one
"Evan! Please! Please come back!" A loud wail of agony and sorrow left Jonathan as his head burrowers into Evan's shoulder, he rocked back and forth, screaming.
'Cause most of us are bitter over someone.
The others stood around him, silent as their heads were lowered. Craig leans into Tyler, clinging to him as he faced away.
Setting fire to our insides for fun
They didn't have the heart to pull Delirious from Vanoss, and watched the man scream as he clung to his limp lover.
To distract our hearts from ever missing them.
Delirious held Evan tighter, shaking as his tears soaked into his jacket, shaking sobs leave him.
But I'm forever missing him.
"EVAN!"
And you caused it
"Please baby, come back!"
And you caused it
"E-evy please..."
And you caused it
"Don't leave me...I love you..."