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Sorry,
that's all I can think of,
I'm sorry Matt
. . .
I hope you do not follow,
the place I'm going,
it's not for you.
No matter how much you say that you're strong,
I know you're fragile.
Sorry, I lied,
I know and hope that you will follow,
And I am.
Relieved, happy, there are so many words.
. . .
I'm still sorry Matt,
As I watch you sleep,
Not really, I'm sorry,
I drugged you.
The only way,
that's what I tell myself.
. . .
You must believe me Matt,
I really am sorry.
But-- why am I crying?
please follow.
No, you can't,
It won't end well.
. . .
You didn't listen,
You never listen,
But you always follow.
. . .
I'm sorry Matt,
I can't stop the tears.
Please,
Please tell me it's not true,
Please come back to me.
Please...
You can't be gone,
They're lieing!No please.
Matt, I-I'm s-sorry,
I got you killed,
I'm so sorry...