Esther "Lydia?" Oh God, this is hard… "Yup, what is it?" standing there, hands on hips, totally unsuspecting… "I… I…" "Spit it out!" spit it out? How, in the name of Awesome, can I 'spit it out'? Why does this have to be so hard? Come on Lizzie, it is just *three words*! It isn't hard! She is *your sister*! This shouldn't be that hard! Right, she is looking at you funny… run away! Later in the day… "Lydia…" "WHAT?" right, annoyed… "Well, I just wanted to say, I mean… I know I don't say it enough… and I wanted to take this opertunity to, you know… say it… so, I kind of… yeah…" run away, as fast as possible. I turn around, ready to sprint, but there is Jane! Why did I tell her about this! "Lydia, I love you." right, AN. sorry about any formating, grammar or spelling mistakes, I wrote this on my iPod. I still haven't done it. I really need to. It is kind of essential that I do it. But it is hard! It is soooo hard. Happy Esther day to all those Nerdfighters out there. To all those who aren't Nerdfighters, let's hold a question tuesday!