Chapter 1

No more Lucy

Hey I bring you a new story. Hope you enjoy

ashes fly into the faces of those who can't face the fire

heu check out my Lucy ship poll on my profile

Lucy's POV

It was an unusually dim day for the town of Magnolia. As Lucy began another day of being ignored. Ever since the loss of the GMG people had been ignoring her and probably blamed her for the loss against Saber Tooth. At first she blamed herself to, but then some of the members started to beat her up. And yet despite all of this even after all of that she still always tried to make everyone else happy. She never thought about herself. She never did anything wrong, or to hurt any of the guild members and yet they still forgot her. It was horrible and it had gotten to a point where she couldn't take it so she tried to talk to them, but they never paid attention to what she was saying.

"Hey Mira can I please have a glass of water?" I ask the bartender. Again I got no answer "Mira?" I ask sadly.

They were all forgetting about her, like she was a ghost. That was it she was done trying to be nice, she was done acting like that was her, it wasn't but now it was time to change.

I walk up to the Master's office.

That is it I am done.

-Knock knock-

"Come in child." Makarov said while reading a stack of papers.

"Master I want to change the place and color of my emblem if that is ok with you."I say with a determined face.

"Of course child."He replied as he set down the stack of papers that where in his hand. "Where would you like it and also what color do you want it?"

"Right here and black." I said pointing to my ankle pulling down my sock so the master could put my emblem there.

The Master took the Fairy Tail stamp and pressed it against my ankle. "Thank you Master I hope you have a great day." I say with a fake smile.

"You to my dear." He smiled back picking back up that huge stack of papers.

As I left the office I heard yelling coming from down stairs. "Where is she?" Natsu yelled with his fist catching on fire at the question. Honestly it made me sad because I love Fairy Tail and yet here we are. It made me flinch when Natsu set his fist on fire, but most of all it made me sad. I loved Natsu with all my heart and soul but he didn't feel the same way. I was heartbroken yet again. How could I make things right?

"Up in the Master's office."Mira said making it sound like she was actually paying attention to me which I know she wasn't or she would have answered me.

"Ok thanks Mira." Natsu says with that he starts to head up to the Master's office and for some reason I started to speak when I didn't want to.

"How would you know it is not like you where paying attention to me! As a matter of fact none of you have been talking to me or even noticing my presence! For five months! Five fucking long and horrible months! Every night I would go home and cry because of you people! Every god damned night I would lay in bed crying until I ran out of tears! You know something... I started wanting to see Natsu and Happy in my bed and welcoming me home... But you know what I have changed everything, no more helping people, no more saving lives, and no more of your bullshit! As of now I am leaving the town of Magnolia. I am going to find my sister and you assholes will never see me here again." I say letting it all flow out and man did it feel good even though I didn't notice the tears streaming down my face.

"Lucy let me see your hand." Erza says in a tone that was not mean, but yet it was commanding. I did as I was asked and lifted up my right hand. The pink Fairy Tail symbol that used to be there was now gone. Shocked could not even begin to describe their faces. Now a saddened look came across their faces. "Lucy we don't want you to go please don't leave." Happy cries while flying into my boobs, burring his face in them.

"Oh so now you all love me again. Well to fucking bad because starting tomorrow you will never see me again." I say coldly while the tears fell faster and faster.

Natsu was trying to process what had just happened as was the rest of the guild. "Let me put it this way. I was forgotten by my so called Nakama for five months I would yell and still get no reply. So what why would I stay somewhere where I am clearly not wanted, otherwise I probably would have gotten an answer or at least a look from any of you." I say while beginning to feel as light as a feather. For once in my life I can finally be me and not some lie that people think I am, I am not going to be a fake anymore. This is goodbye Fairy Tail.

Goodbye Natsu, Erza, Gray, and everyone else for you shall never see Lucy Heartfellia again.

OR AT LEAST THE ONE YOU KNOW!

I walked out of the guild and slammed the giant doors. While new shock spreads among my ex-Nakama's faces, but yet I felt free like I had finally stopped pretending to be someone I am not. I was still part of Fairy Tail. But Lucy was not. She is gone now I am all that is left. The shadow...

"Lucy what is wrong this isn't like you."Natsu thought without realizing it he had started to cry.

"Lu-chan why did you leave?" Levy cried tears pouring down her face.

"Was it really five months?" Erza pondered felling like there was no way they had forgotten her for five months. "Could we have really forgotten about her for so long?"

"She is right, I feel horrible." Mira says to herself truly feeling like an ass hole.

"And she erased her guild mark!" Gray shouts out loud in frustration as tears start to roll down his face just like Natsu.

"Something is not right loved this all of this. The fights, the missions, the drinks, she loved it all. "Juvia exclaimed crying into Gray's bare chest. Oddly enough Gray didn't push Juvia away instead he was hugging her tight while crying into her hair.

"Lucy loves Fairy Tail she would never have her guild mark erased! She would never leave!" Everyone yells in unison of pain, guilt, and so much more.

"You will never see me again." She said coldly. Her words, were being replayed in each guild member's had she left?

"What could we have done? What could we have possibly done to Lucy?" Wendy asks without truly wanting to get an answer from her friends.

They all hoped that this was some nightmare that would end and any minute now Lucy would come through that door and have the smile that kept them going.

Ok so what did you guys think?

I will try to update soon but I have school so it might not be immediately.

Thank you for reading. don't forget to check out the poll.