full summary: Gaara wants to be alone. He doesn't want or need any one. You are born alone so you stand alone; that's his motto. But how can he be alone when, whether he goes those dark eyes are always there? They'll always find him present or past saving him from one thing or another but can they save him from his self?
Contain: Yaoi, boyxboy, cutting, hurt, cannon pairing, OCCness and other things
A4TN: lol a yaoi story! Well this is dedicated to my good friend Sammy whom loves Gaara almost as much as Charlie and me he he maybe more.
Charlie: but of course I love Gaa-kun more!
Sammy: in your dreams
A4TN: *sigh* why can't you learn to share? *Sam and Charlie still bickering in the background*
Gaara: *hides behind me* Beth-Chan doesn't own anything. Can I have my cookie?
A4TN: *gives cookie to Gaara* very good Gaara.
Sasuke: *twitch* I have to watch her with him. He'll do anything for his cookies.
First Glimps
I rolled my eyes at their whispering as my new sensei intrudes me to my classmates. How long till summer again?
"Gaara, do you want to say anything?"
My lip twitched but it didn't form a smirk or a frown thou inwardly I was smiling; a sadist's smile. "Nice to meet yea and just so you know both, the law and my therapist; says I'm not a danger to society. I'm just simply misunderstood."
If I was any other person; I would be rolling around the floor laughing my ass off at their faces! Even Iruka-sensei took a step away from me.
Good that'll keep them away till this term's over.
Without taking another look at the teens in front of me, I walked to an empty seat. Made myself comfortable and plugged my headphones in to beautiful lie by 30 seconds to mars.
Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game
I tensed; sure I expected people to stare but this stare was intense like they were trying to figure me out, bore right in to my skull and see what I was thinking. I smirk staring at the window watching the tress blew softly in the wind.
Good luck better people have tired.
It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me
It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game
Okay this is getting annoying.
I sighed and turned just in time to get caught in a pair of dark starless black eyes that seem never ending. So much hate, so much loneliness, so much death.... It was just like mine.
It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me
(Oh Oh
The end of the world)
Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game
(So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful...)
It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me
The song ended snapping me out of the trance and making me lose the staring contest but as I pulled back around, I finally got a glimpse of the teen's face; porcelain skin, dark jet black hair that held a tint of blue in it and, of course, those dark eyes..
He looked so much, too much, like that man.
A4TN: so was it bad? Good? Ok? I don't care just tell me! Oh by the way the song has really nothing to do with it, I just love it lol. *starts dancing around to it*
Gaara: sugar high?
Sasuke & Sammy & Charlie: *nods*
Sasuke: well whatever. Don't forget to review and stuff so I can get some time, alone, with Gaara.*smirks*
Gaara: *small blush* shut up pervert!