Of course I would be upset! Of course I wanted to cry. But I couldn't... Malfoys don't cry... but why... won't these tears stop to fall from my eyes?
A lot of people consider the glorious Malfoy family to be selfish, rich, omniscient, cold... and I can't blame them. That's the image we usually put when we're with people. They are just like that. I've lived all my life with Malfoy's stupid ideology: muggles and muggle-borns are inferior, and we, the purebloods are way more superior than anyone else, especially my family, who has been one of the richest for centuries.
That's why I never considered to be rejected. Rejected from the one you admire. Rejected from the one you hope to be best friends with. Rejected by the one... the one you love...
Back then, I cried, I yelled, I shouted, but nothing was going to change. He, the most wonderful person in the world, our savior, hated me. Then I decided to make his life miserable, telling him things that I would regret later. But in that moment I couldn't care less. I was angry at him, I was angry at me, I was angry at my parents, at my stupid, rich and "superior" family... angry with all...
A few years have passed since we met, I'm still in Hogwarts. I hate it. I hate all. Now I'm surely going to do something I'll regret... anyway, I don't even think I can do it... I curse my goddammit family for believing in all that rubbish, for following the dark lord, for getting me involved in it. Surely, back then I believed in all that stuff, but now... after all I've seen... I'm not sure what to believe.
I just wish him to forgive me for alll I said, for all I did. The only thing I wished was to be friends with him. After all that time, I developed a crush. And I hated myself for that.
I still do...
I'm sorry...
And I love you...
Waaah! This is my first submit to FF, a wonderful site indeed. I wrote this when I was feeling angsty, and also I was reading the sixth HP book, in which this is based on. Dramatic Draco is hard to write D:
Please be good with me, I'm a newbie at this stuff! (and also my first language is spanish, so if you see any grammar errors, please be kind to indicate me, I'll be very pleased :D)