*I'm trying something new after seeing this pair while watching total drama island after this chapter is written I will continue 3 of my past stories*

It had been a couple years since Total Drama Island had seen it's last debut, now Gwen was doing everything in her power to not die of boredom. She missed everyone... even Heather who kept her life interesting during the show.

She thought back to some moments that had kept her memories alive, like when Owen won and her relationship with her past love Trent made it's way to a fresh new surface. They had been broken up for almost 2 years and that's when her thoughts went to that night when she and Duncan were on that bridge. It would have been one of the best if it hadn't turned her nickname into the boyfriend stealer.

She still had that old flame for Duncan even if her guilty conscience had ruined any chance of that on the show. The cameras had made her life hell, but the thrill made her jump on every chance to go back... or was it the green haired bad boy that made her want to go back.

Like she'd ever tell anyone about her mindset... it usually got her into some pretty deep shit. She was currently in her room just... writing... it was not only in her diary anymore, but also poems and sometimes stories. She also had a knack for drawing that people never found out about.

She had drawn a prortrat of everyone in total drama, why you may ask? It was to remember what everyone had looked like. She hadn't seen many of them since total drama action. There was one person she kept in touch with. That said person was calling her right at this moment. She put her pen down and answered, smiling when she spoke.

"Hey Owen! What's up?" She decided he was a good guy during the show and gave him her number as a friend. "Hey Gwen! I got another party this weekend and I want you to come! Please!" He was still the big lug everyone loved. "Parties haven't been my biggest thing lately... but I will go for you buddy" Gwen wasn't a party kind of person but she would go for Owen once in awhile.

"Great! Everyone from our original total drama group is going to be there!" This brought Gwen back to the thoughts of Duncan making her shake her head and think 'no that was 2 years ago... he probably doesn't even care about that now' and took the moment to answer him.

"Awesome I haven't seen them in awhile" Gwen forced a smile for nobody in particular... maybe just herself. "See you on the weekend Gwen! Wooooo party!" Even Gwen couldn't help but laugh from his enthusiasm. She dropped everything she was doing and decided to draw again. She picked up the ratty old sketch pad she has and found one out of the few clean pages. Guess you could say art was a goth cliche but she liked drawing anyways.

She began with a sharp pencil and from memory of the outside of her bedroom window began to draw the landscape of her view. She wasn't too much of a landscape artist but she tried. Putting it away she decided to go to the main living room and watch TV. Her German Shepard dog hopped onto the couch curling up next to her.

"Hey Bruce..." she sighed and turned on the TV, Total drama popped up on the screen making her cringe and quickly change it. She hated watching herself on anything, she was kinda insecure about that.

She found something she liked, an old horror movie she enjoyed way back when. While getting lost in it she lost track of time as well. It had been a marathon of her favorites, next thing she knew it was about 4 hours later. She had the house to herself for the weekend so nobody else was there to remind her.

Ordering a pizza and feeling too lazy to cook was her solution and explanation for dinner tonight. When it arrived she took three pieces and put the rest in the fridge. She then curled up on the sofa with a large comforter and ate her dinner alone.

There were these moments in life when see loved being alone, then there were those times when she wanted someone to cuddle up against and spend her night relaxing. She continued watching TV when all of a sudden her phone started to buzz, it was her mom.

"Hey mom what's up?" She turned down the TV. "We'll be staying a couple days more Gwen dear so I wired you $150 to get groceries for yourself I know we we're running low when we left" her mom sounded tired. "Okay mom thanks for letting me know, I'll talk to you soon" she sighed. "Bye dear" her mom said hastily, so Gwen answered with a "bye" and hung up.

"At least that party is tomorrow..." She thought as her movie night continued. A couple more hours later and Gwen fell asleep right on the couch somewhat looking forward to the next day, even if she didn't know how her life would change after that.

*took me awhile to write this but tell me what you guys think this will be the shortest the chapter will get :) in the reviews*