Swirling Darkness, I am alone and I always will be, Closed in deepest shadows, Silence is my curtain, My mask, My shield from the outer world.

Reach out to the trembling child which clings to life, The dying innocence hidden so deeply within my battered soul.

I'm begging for help, But I don't know how to ask. Always been alone, I don't need anyone.

Whisper in the early light, The red dawn looks like the blood upon a forgotten battlefield. I have become numb, It dulls the pain to pretend I don't feel it at all.

Say you care for me, I may not respond because I can't believe you.

Send another spirit away, One after another, Never realizing that their lives were happier than mine.

I never stopped to ask myself what I would do when the war was over, And yet I swear I will bring peace. Do I even know what that is? Do I know how to stop fighting?

Until that day I'll keep lying to myself, Keep up the pretense that I don't hurt, That the pain isn't there.

Don't pity me, I can't feel it, Don't speak to me, I can't hear it, Don't love me, I can't understand it.