Prompts: Starter Sentence - "They do not know. And _ help me that they never will."
They do not know. And Eru help me that they never will. They think that Findekáno(1) has saved me. Only partially. There is one thing that no one will ever be capable of saving me from no matter what they do and that is the one thing I wish to be saved from the most. Sometimes, I wish that he had just killed me like I had begged him to. Sometimes, I hate him for not doing so. Sometimes, I just wish for someone to comfort me from it, but that would mean telling them and I could never do that. This is a burden that I must bear alone, no matter what the cost may be. I will try to repair my broken soul if only for him; him and Kanafinwë (2).
1: Fingon's Quenya name
2: One of Maglor's names...I think I have the spelling right...I'm too lazy to check.
A/N: Take from this what you want. I realize how...dark this sounds and while that wasn't really what I was thinking of (I'm not sure what I *was* thinking of to be honest with you), feel free to take it that way if your brain works that way.