Author's Note: Hey readers! So this story takes place around the beginning of Eclipse when Edward and Jacob are fighting over Bella. However, I'm not keeping all of the events the same, a ton of changes will take place in this story. Also, this does mainly focus on Jacob and Bella but there will still be a little love triangle (and yes, maybe love square!) action;) So please review and let me know what you think thanksss!

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, Stephanie Meyer does! But I do own this story so... yeah!

"I like you now, but is it real?

By the time we say goodnight

I'll know if this is right"

-Miley Cyrus, Who Owns My Heart

BELLA POV

Cold fingers brushed softly against my cheek as I yawned and opened my eyes. I looked over to see Edward lying next to me in my bed, his flawless face as still as stone. I smiled to myself knowing that he was mine again. It wasn't long ago that I had lost him because he was worried of what could happen to me, and then nearly attempted suicide to be with me after hearing rumors of my death. Even though he consistently attempts to persuade me that he has no soul I refuse to believe that the world would continue rotating without him here. One thing is certain, without him, my world would stop.

"What are you thinking about, my love?" Edward asked furrowing his brows in frustration. I was the only one whose mind he couldn't read, and though I found that comforting, it annoyed him to not be able to know my every train of thought.

"You…how much I love you. How I want to be with you, forever."

He only looked at me with me sad eyes as he understood exactly what I was referring to. What I wanted was to be with him forever, and the only thing that could allow that is him changing me…into a vampire.

"Believe me Bella, you don't want this." He growled through his teeth.

"Edward, stop. You're perfect…why can't I be too?" It was so unfair. In this form I could never be good enough for him. I would be older soon and then older, and then he would be at my funeral before we knew it.

He looked down, knowing he would never win this argument. I just stared at him as I traced every feature of his face, memorizing every single part of him. He pulled me in closer and softly grazed my lips before moving to my ear and whispering,

"You're already perfect, in every way possibly imaginable." His delicate voice sent chills down my spin as I clung to him as tightly as I could.

I was about to lean in for another kiss when I heard Charlie yell my name.

"Perhaps I should go for a few minutes now. I'll be back soon," Spoke Edward as he silently made his way to they window.

I hugged him one last time and quickly ran down the stairs.

"Hey Charlie, what's up?" I asked my dad as I entered the kitchen doorway.

"Jacob called…again. I don't know why you haven't talked to the poor kid in so long. He wants to know if you can see him today?" Charlie informed me.

Jacob. It's been a while since I've thought about him. Ever since the whole incident with the volturi I had completely ignored him, unintentionally of course. I felt a sharp pain as I thought about Jacob…my Jacob, my own sun, setting into the background behind the clouds. I needed to see him today.

I grabbed my keys and headed outside to my old truck Jacob had fixed up for me. I had just put the keys in and was about to start the car when Edward appeared next to me.

"Where are you going?" He looked confused, we rarely ever left each other's side without an explanation.

"I need to see Jacob. He needs me." I needed him too, I just couldn't stand to say that to Edward's face. He would probably detect my lie though, as always.

"Bella, I don't want you around him. It's…dangerous. Last time you were with him you nearly died trying such reckless things." I could see the pain in his eyes as he remembered the time when he though he had lost me because of Alice's vision of my cliff diving stunt.

"You can't do this to me, Edward. I love you, but please, just let me see him today!"

"Fine. But I have one condition." I groaned at this, Edward conditions were known to bring me trouble. I just nodded and waited to hear what ridiculous idea he had now.

"You have to let me buy you a new car, no offense but this thing is a piece of junk."

Of course. Why was he always wanting to spoil me? Maybe most girls would jump at the chance to receive his gifts, but me, my only gift was him. I didn't see any need for anything else but him.

With a pouty face and a groan I replied, "Fine. But try and keep it a little less…eye-catching? "

He smiled and kissed my forehead as he insisted on at least driving me to the territory lines. Soon, I could see Jacob leaning against the big motorcycle I had given him, somehow he still looked humongous next to that. As usual he was in the wolf tribe "uniform", denim cutoffs and no shirt. I could feel the vibrations throughout the car as Edward snarled at the smug look on Jacob's face.

Edward came and opened my car door, grabbing my hand and leading me right in front of Jacob. There he leaned down to kiss me, but instead of his usual goodbye peck or kiss on the forehead, he deepened the kiss and I couldn't help myself from joining in. Our mouths moving together in perfect synchronization for what seemed like forever, but still not nearly long enough, until Jacob cleared his throat.

Edward smirked at Jacob, bragging without using any words at all. That's when Jacob lost it. As soon as I walked up to him he lifted me off the ground, wrapping my legs around him and pulled me into an embrace so tight I could barely breathe. I didn't need to turn around to know that Jacob was looking straight at Edward, with that same smug look on his face.

"Alright let's have some fun!" Exclaimed Jacob as he pulled me onto his motorcycle and we tore off down the road. I remembered before when I used to find this so frightening and exhilarating back when I was in my "adrenaline junkie" stage. Now I just felt safe and warm, and I knew that was because I was sitting behind Jacob, my best friend.

Sorry to leave you here but I already have a couple chapters written so the uploads should be very frequent. Stay tuned!