The spring had just bloomed from the icy earth.
Your smile was brighter than the just arouse sun as it threw it's golden shines against the little heaps of snow.
I took a step closer to you, but i didn't move at all.
Then the darkness came.
And i ran. I ran for countless miles to you.
But I never reached you.
I felt more like i was floating farther...
Then they came and took you away.
I screamed as hard as the soundless darkness allowed me to.
And that's when I wake up.
My skin is wet from the fear and i feel like thousand lawnmowers had just crossed me.
"Demyx...? Demyx...!?"
In the nights like these i don't know the other words.
I rise up hastily and the heart that i shouldn't have is just about to smash my ribs as i can't find you next to me.
"Xigbar?" The little bundle of blanket from the limb of the bed calls my name and you dig from under it.
And as embarrasing as i felt at this moment i had to capture you around my arms.
I had to kiss you desperately, I had to cry and held you closer to my nonexistent heart.
"Promise to me Demyx, promise that you won't disappear ever again."
I can feel you sinking in my embrace, towards my pulseless chest.
I tighten my grip of you and kiss your forehead.
your hair scents like the ocean.
"I'm not disappearing anywhere as long as you are here with me."
You paint the tears away from my scarred skin and kiss that part of my face where my other eye had once been.
you pull my body on you like a blanket, large and protective blanket which will never allow you to disappear anymore.