"Bella! Wait!" I yelled, trying to reach out for her hand, and when I got a grip on it, she ripped it from my grasp, no matter how much it caused her pain.

"Why should I Jacob? Just cause you were there for me when Edward was gone doesn't mean that you could have filled the whole he left me with."

"If you had given me more time I could have. If you –"

"Jacob! Edward refilled that gap in my chest, there's nothing more you can do for me than be my friend."

"What do you see in him?" I yelled at her. She turned to face me. "He saved my life on countless occasions, and has always supported me. He's beautiful –"

I cut her off "Yeah he's a looker, but I really think it's guts that matter most. I displayed them for you, strewn out about from coast to coast."

"How Jake? You never told me you loved me before! And Edward wasn't afraid to tell me about who he is!"

"I am easily make believe, just dress me up in what you want me to be. I regret not telling you Bella! I really do! But you know now, that's what counts. I'll take back what I've been saying for quite some time now, every single lie I have ever told you. I promise."

She shook her head and started to walk away again.

"I gotta feel you in my bones again, I'm all over you, I'm not over you, I wanna taste you one more time again." I brought her face to mine and kissed her forehead, looking into her chocolate eyes.

"I'm all over you." She said, breaking my gaze.

"I'm not over you." I said, grabbing her hands.

"In my daydreams, in my sleep, infatuation turning into disease. " Bella said, her small face frowning.

"I could cure you." I said, hugging her, "See all you have to do now is please try. Give it your best shot and try. All I'm asking for is love, but you never seem to have enough. Why can't you see I'll never get over you?"

"Because, This life is way too short to get caught up in all this stuff when I –"

"I just want you to love me back, why can't you just love me back?"

I sometimes wished I could read thoughts like her blood sucker; she was having a mental battle with the words I had repeated over and over again.

'Why can't you just love me back? (Why can't you, why can't you)Why can't you just love me back? (Why can't you, why can't you)Why can't you just love me back? (Why can't you, why can't you just love) '

"I gotta feel you in my bones again, I'm all over you. I'm not over you. I wanna taste you one more time again, I'm all over you. I'm not over you. This life is way too short to get caught up and all mixed up when I just want to love you back, why can't I just love you back? Why won't I just love you back?" she asked me, starting to cry uncontrollably.

" I can love you back. Why can't you just love me back?"

she looked up to me, "Maybe I can." Her eyelids began to flutter as she closed them, her lips growing closer to mine. When we did kiss, it was fierce for her, gentle to me. A kiss that showed that showed that she wasn't as "All over you." As she had said…