That was then, This is now

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Riza's Thoughts...

Why. Why did I stand by his side? I was foolish then...or maybe I was in love... Why couldn't someone else protect him? No. It's my duty. It was mine. Why did i give it all up...just for him.

Roy's POV

She left me. It was 5 years ago on this very date. She gave me my usual paper work, i signed the papers. We went our seperate ways to return home as usual. The same thing happened the next day, and the next day and the next...suddenly one day she didn't come to work...and she never came back. Nobody knew what happened to 1st Lt. Riza Hawkeye.

Months later, i found a note, crumpled on my desk, it read...

Dear Colonel,
As you can see, i have decided to leave without notice, please stop searching for me. It is a waste of time. May our lifes cross again Roy Mustang.

Yours Truly,
Riza Hawkeye

That was 5 years ago, andI still search for her. I am no longer Colonel, I am the Fuhrur. When she left 5 years ago, it felt that a chunk of my heart left with her. Never to return. I still can picture in my mind, still hoping...someday...she will return back to me. She will walk into my office, point her gun at me and force me to work. I miss those days. For at least the last 3 years, I been drunk...hoping that it was all just a dream. ButI wake up, and it's reality.

"Stop it Roy.." replied Maes Hughes.

"Huh?"

"Stop think about her"

"...how can I...its all my fault...she left me...and she will never come back..."

"Suit yourself...Its time for me to head home and cuddle up with my sweet daughter!"

"Sure.."

Roy. Drunk. Hoping she would come. What he didnt know, was that every night he was too drunk to drive back home. She was there talking to him. What he didnt know, that he never remembered. It suited her fine. She didn't want him to find her, but he promised himself. "I will find her."

Author's Notes : This is my First fanfic, so please don't please too harsh on me, so ahead of time if there are spelling mistakes! Reviews are always helpful!

Glam