A/N
Okay so I really like this song and I kind of wanted to try writing a songfic. So I figured why not do one with this song?! Right, huh? Genius, huh? Anyway enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight! I do not own Time of Dying/Three Days Grace
Time of Dying…
"Leah, I'm so sorry," No, this can't be happening. He swore we wouldn't give up! He can't leave me, "I can't be with you anymore. I- I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry. Bye Lee-Lee."
On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep?
Is this all a dream?
Wake me up
I'm living a nightmare
I couldn't stand up. I couldn't even breathe for God's sake! 'I don't understand! I was working so hard to keep him! No, I'm not letting this happen.'
I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive
I found my strength and started running after Sam. But, he had already disappeared from the beach. 'What if it's another girl?!' I smiled a painfully grim smile, the answer to this was easy, 'I'll kill her, rip her to shreds.'
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive when your beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I emerged from the underbrush surrounding the beach to the parking lot. His car wasn't there, for some reason that made me feel worse. I ran home as fast as I could, knowing I wouldn't be leaving there until he came back.
On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough?
Wake me up
I'm living a nightmare
I stayed in my room for weeks, only leaving to go to the bathroom. Mom brought me food but I wouldn't, couldn't eat it. Seth came in sometimes too. He's very easy to be around always cheerful, but it just wasn't helping anything, or anyone. ' I wish Emily would come to see me! She's my best friend why isn't she helping me?'
But, of course I didn't get my wish (when do I ever?). Instead Sam came to see me, apparently Mom had called him and told him how messed up I was. When he came into my room I was hopeful for about five seconds until he said, "Leah, I think you should get up and do something with yourself."
Technically I did take his advice, I jumped and threw my lamp at him. But, he dodged, and left quickly after that. I looked out the window and saw his trucks tire tracks. Suddenly I knew what I could do. Follow him.
I will not die, I'll stay here with you
I feel alive when your beside me
I will not die, I'll stay here with you
In my time of dying
The tracks didn't go far but it was dark when they ended and I couldn't see exactly where I was. I climbed over towards what looked like a house, and sure enough found a window. The blinds were closed but I saw light coming through the cracks, I pressed my ear against the door to see who was there.
"Leah was not happy to see me," I snorted 'damn right I wasn't', "She threw a lamp at me when I told her to do something."
I felt a wave of betrayal wash over me as I recognized the next voice, " Sam," my cousin Emily reprimanded him, "I don't think you could have…"
I didn't hear the rest, I felt woozy. 'This can't be happening, please! Don't let this happen!' I prayed silently. But, it had already happened, and now everything was over. My life, my love, my happiness.
I will not die, I'll stay here with you
I feel alive when your beside me
I will not die, I'll stay here with you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll stay here with you
I feel alive when your beside me
I will not die, I'll stay here with you
In my time of dying