You Can't Change Fate

"I wish you Tsukiyomi Ikuto, was never born!"

"Tadase-kun! No!" But it was too late… Right in front of my eyes, he vanished. The one who always came to save me. The one who always comforted me. The one who promised that he'll stay beside me forever. Tsukiyomi Ikuto is now gone.


"Amu, let's go." Said Tadase-kun who is now officially my boyfriend. It's been months since we've been together. I still remember those days when he bought chocolate ice cream with me and licked it, leading to an indirect kiss. The day when he saved me from the missiles when I was about to reach for the embryo. And the day when he confessed to me, but when he did, I couldn't help but look at the closet, not knowing why.

Even the time when he brought me to an amusement park. I've always wanted to ride the teacup ride without knowing why but he would always say no and bring me to the Ferris Wheel instead. It's not like I hate it. It's just that, I can't understand why…

"Hinamori Amu! 5th Honorable mention!"

"Hey! Amu-chan! It's your turn!"

"Huh?" I unconsciously stood up and moved towards the stage. Oh right. We're graduating middle school…

"6th Honorable mention!"

We're leaving middle school…

"7th Honorable mention!"

High School life, the most dramatic time for students…

"8th Honorable mention!"

Here we come…

"9th Honorable mention!"

Tears started dropping down my eyes.

"10th Honorable mention!"

"Amu-chan, why are you crying?"

"Please give a round of applause to all the graduates!"

"It's because we're graduating…" I lied…


"So, where are we gonna celebrate Mr. Ex-Student Council President?" There stood our Kukai-kun. Though he graduated ahead of us, he was still joining our celebration. He said, "I can't miss your celebration can I?" He was dating Utau-chan but, they broke up. He never knew that she was a player. I never knew she was a player. I mean, she wasn't was she?

"Where do you want to go Amu-chan?" The same Tadase-kun asked. He was the same as ever. Still bright and poised but he grew taller but he is still smaller than…who was I thinking about again?

"The Amusement Park.."

"Again Amu-chii? Isn't there anything else you want to go to? Like the candy store and…"

"Give her a break Yaya…"

"But Kairi-kun!" I envy them…

"Well then, let's head to the Amusement Park then!" The purple haired boy spoke up and there beside him stood Rima-chan, my bestfriend. All of us were paired, except for Kukai-kun and… who was it again? Why do I keep on forgetting him? Who is he anyway?


"Where is this place Tadase-kun?" This place seems, nostalgic.

"It's an Amusement Park I found out when I was passing by."

"But why is it so dark then?" Yaya started whining.

"Wait for it… There!" As soon as Tadase pulled something, lights started going on everywhere and it looked like a real Amusement Park except that, we were the only ones there.

"Let's ride there Nagihiko-kun." Rima started, pulling Nagihiko.

He started laughing and he went with her to the Ferris Wheel.

"Kairi-kun, look! I found a cotton candy maker!" Yaya shouted at some distance. Kairi sighed but then he started smirking and ran towards her.

"I guess I'll go leave you two lovebirds here." And Kukai-kun headed for the arcade center of the Amusement Park.

"What do you want to ride then Amu-chan?" The same question as ever.

"The Teacup Ride." The same answer as ever.

He started laughing. The same stupid approach. I gasped as I thought that I actually said stupid to Tadase-kun.

"What's wrong Amu-chan?" I shook my head and grabbed him towards the carousel. We rode on the same horse, familiar, and after two rounds, the world started spinning too. It was slowly drifting off… I started slipping down the horse and the nostalgic fall happened. I swear I thought someone was supposed to catch me but no one did…


"Amu-chan!"

I woke up in a hospital. I knew right away because I had a cast on my right hand. It was fractured, broken. I concluded. I looked to my right and saw my friends, sleeping on the couches and even on the floor. Rima was propped up beside Nagihiko, their heads on top of each other. Yaya, drooling over Kairi's pants who was leaning on the couch. Kukai, sleeping on the right side of my bed and Tadase, at my left. If there was one more person in this room, would he be sleeping beside me? Or would he smile when he sees me wake up? I don't know…

"Amu-chan, you're awake?" There Tadase sat, looking straight at me, rubbing my cheek. Should he be the one doing that? Amu, who are you thinking of? Isn't he the one you love? Well is he?

"Yeah…"

"Amu-chii! We were so worried about you! Don't do that next time!"

"Amu-chan, are you okay?" Rima stood there a worried look on her face, mixed with annoyance since Yaya was hugging me.

I just smiled and said, "I'm fine…" There, I lied again.


"Amu-chan, is your arm alright?"

"Yes, Rima.. Thanks for worrying…"

"If it hurts, tell us anytime. We'll just be in the next class."

"Sure…"

It's the first day of highschool. My arm is slowly healing but I still have these crazy thoughts about someone I don't know.

My cool and spicy attitude was now gone but instead of it being replaced as the happy cute girl I wanted to be, I was just sullen, dull, and stupid.

"Hey, isn't she the cool-and-spicy girl during middle school?"

"Yeah she is. I wonder what happened to her?"

"Ugh, her style is so out."

It hurts…

The door suddenly opened and the students started rushing back to their seats. I didn't need to look to see who came in. Of course it was the teacher. I mean, who would make students go back to their seats?

"Oh my god. Who is he?" Whispers started again but this time it wasn't about me.

"He's so handsome!"

"Does he have a girlfriend?"

Stupid girls…

"Please introduce yourself Igarashi-kun!"

"Pleased to meet you. I'm Igarashi Ikuto."

What?


Xerra: o3o sorry.. I was lazy so it is kinda disconnected and stuff.. it's just a oneshot.. and it's my first xD

Ikuto and Amu: I don't get this oneshot..

Xerra: :D and so do I!

Ikuto and Amu: O.O eh?

Xerra: . review please!