you whisper you love me. But is it real or fake?
Are you really serious?
or were u dared? like the 20 times before.
Do you love me? Was it all a joke? or was it fer real? This time Am I a joke?
Am I just a dare? Because you really confuse me, u scare me. For we know not if you lie or not.
because u never were really truthful to being with. I am scared of who I am, because I try to forget u but it's impossible to when your so god damn perfect.
Yet cocky and make me cry but yet somehow I still love you, the jerk. u made me laugh and smile, than crushed me to pieces. I just don't know anymore if I can deal with you, and this. I am not a perfect toy. Sure I am fake, but not with you. I love you, and I'm not the bitch, the ice-queen, with you.
I'm the real person, and that's what scares you away from me. I opened my heart to you, and you ripped it apart like a fly on the wall. Just brusehd me aside. So I gave up, I let go. Now your made, mad that I never let you believe that you were here. I ket go, and now you want me back.
I just don't understand, I never understood you Chad. Your just to confusing, your toxic, and it hurts. Because one moment ur there all loving and the next your with her and it kills me. To know you never loved me. Never loved me, and now I understand. You can't be with me and I can't forget you.
I love you and you don't love me back. It was always her over me.
And I'm never going to be anything to you, ever. I know now that I am just to sparkly, too pretty, to perky, to bright, too Sharpay for you.
And I know that you and Taylor were meant to be together, because I am only Sharpay Evanse the fly on the wall, the one you pretended to love.