A/N: Ok this fanfic I've been thinking about for a long time. Its inspired by a song called Lying in his arms again, when I find out the artist I'll be sure to post it. Please enjoy and I own nothing!!
Chapter 1 Guilty
Haruhi's POV
"Oh Haruhi there you are!" I turned around to see Tamaki racing down the hall towards me. I smiled at him waiting patiently for him to catch up.
"Hello Tamaki-Senpai." I said once he was closer.
"How many times must I tell you to call me Tamaki? We are dating now." He pouted before wrapping me up in a tight hug.
"I'm sorry Tamaki-Se-…Tamaki. It just sounds so strange." Tamaki took my hand shaking his head as he walked me home.
Tamaki asked me out over a month ago. I had no doubt in my mind when we first started dating, but now I couldn't help but feel this was wrong. Maybe it was because of…him. I felt guilt pang my stomach but a fluttering feeling overtake my heart. What was I supposed to do?
"Oh no!"
"What is it?" Tamaki asked frowning as I pulled my hand out of his.
"I forgot something in the band room." I started backing up.
"I'll come with you." He started to follow but I stopped him.
"No, that's alright. I'll call you later tonight. Maybe we can go out or something." I smiled at him, knowing he would agree, and he did.
"Alright. Hurry home, I'll be waiting by the phone." He leaned down kissed me lightly on the lips and trotted off towards his limo. I waved goodbye before moving back towards the school and up the stairs to the music room. Sad thing about it, Tamaki would be waiting by the phone probably chewing his nails off with worry. She could just see him bouncing the host members from their house to search for her if she didn't call with in the next hour.
"Hello?" I called walking into the quiet band room. Silence. Where was he?
"Haruhi, I was wondering if you'd come." His voice soft, deep and calm lifted the hairs on the back of my neck as he whispered in my ear.
"I'm sorry." I closed my eyes as he kissed my neck. I felt his hands move around my waist and pull me back against him.
"Does he suspect something?" He asked his voice laced with worry.
"No, I don't think so. Its getting so hard to lie to him." I whispered knowing the sadness was clear in my voice.
"We can break this off at anytime, you know that." His arms started to move away.
"No." I moved quickly wrapping my arms around his back as I whipped around. I only relaxed when he put his arms around me again and was running light kisses down my face.
"I love you Haruhi. What are we going to do?" He kissed me tenderly letting our feelings spread out across our lips.
"I don't know. I'm so afraid to hurt him, but I'm terrified to lose you." I looked up into his dark eyes and handsome face. His glasses reflected the light briefly.
"I love you Kyouya." If Tamaki heard me say his name with such confidence I'm sure he would be heartbroken. Dating Tamaki for a month and I couldn't drop the Senpai, seeing Kyouya secretly and I couldn't imagine calling him anything else.
A/N: So what do you think good first chapter? Please review and thanks for reading. I hope this story will turn out good!!